Broken arrows

15.

"Why are you ignoring me?" Max Verstappen asked as he sat down next to me.
We were all having dinner together but I was staring at Max Fewtrell and Lando.

He was gonna talk to Lando tonight. He was gonna ask for his permission as if he was my dad.

"I am not ignoring you" I mumbled as my eyes were glued to the other two guys.

"You are" Max said as he came a little closer. "Why?"

In the moment Max Fewtrell looked at me and shook his head. He mouthed "I can't" in my direction.

He couldn't ask him. He didn't want to give up their friendship.
He couldn't.

I sighed a little and looked at the other Max who was sitting next to me.
"Because I can't stop thinking about our night"  I whispered.

"Good or bad?" He titled his head smiling.

I rolled my eyes, not replying.

"Because I can't stop thinking about it either" he whispered.

I put my head on my hand and looked at Max. "You are dating Kelly though, she's lovely and I feel so bad"

He chuckled a little. Why was he laughing about this?

"You do realize she's doing exactly the same thing? We have a pretty open relationship"

I frowned. She never told me anything about that but it would make sense why she was away a lot and didn't go to all his races anymore.

"So you just have sex with other people and you are both okay with that?" I questioned.

He nodded. "You can ask her if you want"

I wasn't gonna ask her. Even though she maybe agreed to it, I didn't want her to know that Max was having sex with me.

"So what are you trying to say?" I taped my fingers on the table.

"I liked having sex with you and I think that you did too" he smirked a little.

I shrugged my shoulders. "What makes you think that?"

"I heard you moan Aimée"

"Moans can be faked you know" I rolled my eyes with a little smile.

It made Max chuckle a little as he leaned closer to me. "Sweetheart we both know you weren't faking and neither was I"

I sighed because he was right. I definitely wasn't faking but I couldn't do another friends with benefits kinda thing.

"Think about it" he probably noticed I wasn't too thrilled about his proposal.
He brushed his fingers against my arm and got up.

I clenched my teeth against each other and got up as well. I literally ran to my room and threw my empty suitcase on the bed.

I needed to get out of here. This vacation became such a mess. My heart was in so many different places but I knew who it truly belonged to.

"Are you okay?" Kara's soft voice asked as she was standing in the door opening.
I nodded quickly as I grabbed my clothes and threw them in the suitcase.

"Hey, what's going on?" She raised her voice a little as she looked at the suitcase. "Nothing" I quickly said before grabbing the rest of my stuff.

Kara just followed me around until she finally grabbed my arms and stopped me. "What's wrong Aimée?"

Her eyes stared into my soul and I could see how concerned she was and that's when I finally gave in. That's when I finally broke down.

"I am such a mess Kara" I cried as I fell down on my knees. "No you're not" she said as she kneeled down as well and wrapped her arms around me.

"You're strong, very strong" she said as she brushed her hands over my back.

I couldn't stop crying. It finally came all out. "How am I ever gonna be able to forget him?" I stuttered a little.

"I don't know when or how you're gonna get over him" she mumbled. "But I know you definitely will get over him"

I nodded as I put my head against her chest. I was gonna get over him even if it took me months, years.