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40.

"I-I can't be pregnant" I stuttered. Lando was still looking at the doctor in confusion.

"Well, you can because you definitely are pregnant. Around 4-5 weeks now" the doctor said as he double checked his clipboard.

4 or 5 weeks.

That's when Lando and I had sex. It was his. I knew it was his because I always used a condom with Verstappen and never had sex with the other Max.

But this was a confirmation for Lando that it was his because I saw him counting in his head.

Was my doctor wrong about the fact that I couldn't get pregnant? No, we tried for months and months and months.

We tried almost every single day and I didn't get pregnant.

And now I got pregnant without even trying. We only had sex once.

It was a miracle.

"I will come check on you later" the doctor said as he slowly walked out of the room. He obviously noticed the tension in this room.

"Lando, I-I didn't know" I said as I looked at him. He was staring in front of him, to an empty white wall.

I wish I knew what was going on in his mind.

He put his hand through his hair and walked up to me. "Are you happy about it?" He asked as he sat down on the bed.

Was I happy about it?

"It's a lot to take in, I thought I couldn't get pregnant. I was planning my life without babies, I gave up on that already"

Lando nodded as he listened to me. Was he happy about this?

"But yes, I am happy. I am happy it's with you. I always wanted little Lando's remember" I smiled, just a little because I still didn't know how he was feeling about it.

Please, tell me you're happy about it.
Please, tell me you want this too.

"Or a little Aimée" his face lightened up as he put his hand on my cheek.

He was happy about it.

He didn't even question if it was his or not. He knew I had a little fling with both Max's but he still trusted me enough to know I would tell him if it wasn't his.

He gestured for me to make room for him on the bed so I scooted over.
He laid down next to me and put his arms around me.

We just both laid next to each other in silence. I think we both needed time to process this.

I knew it wouldn't be an easy pregnancy. I probably had a high probability to lose the baby, so I wasn't gonna get my hopes up.

I think both of us knew that.

I put my head on his shoulder. We were gonna do this together. We could definitely do this together.

It was everything we ever wanted, but why did it feel so weird? It was unexpected to say the least and we both were still in shock.

"Do you still love me?" I asked softly. He chuckled a little before kissing my head softly. "I love you more every single day"

I smiled. I was sure we could do this together.