Broken arrows

16.

I went home in the middle of the night. Kara paid for my plane ticket back to Monaco.
She understood I couldn't stay there. She was the only one who knew I was gonna leave.

I knew I had to go back to the real world in less than a week when the second half of the season started again.
I knew I had to see Lando and Max again.

But I needed one week of peace.

Which in my case wasn't really peace because I went out every single night.
I got drunk every night, woke up with a hangover just to start it all over again.

I was a complete mess but can you blame me? The love of my life left me for another pregnant chick.
To make things worse, I had to see them everywhere. At my job, in my town and all over the internet.

There was no escaping, unless when I got drunk.

"Do you wanna drink something?" A random voice shouted over the music.
I shook my head as I turned away.

I didn't want to be bothered by random dudes right now.

He grabbed me by my arm and pulled me back. "What is the problem? I see no ring around your finger"

I frowned as I pushed him a little. "Leave me the fuck alone"

"Are you alone?" He asked as he was still following me. I sighed as I turned to him but I couldn't even reply because someone cut me off.

"She is not" Lando said as he pushed him away. Of course he had to be here.

I rolled my eyes "I am a big girl, I can handle myself" I said which made him chuckle a little.

"I am sure you can but it's time to go home now"

I shook my head. "No it's not"

"It certainly is"

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It certainly was time to go home. He took me home, made tea and sat down next to me on the couch.

"Sometimes the wrong kind of love can mess you up" I mumbled as I took a sip from my tea.

I looked at him. "And the right kind of love can bring you back to life"

He titled his head a little, not understanding what I was trying to say.

"So I was the wrong kind of love?"

"I think you were both. My wrong and right kind of love. You brought me back to life just to mess me up again" I admitted.

He didn't know what to say, he didn't need to say anything.

"But who is gonna bring you back to life then?"

I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know yet, but someone will"

"What if I don't want that?" He said as he leaned a little closer.

His fingers brushed against my cheek and how much I wanted to resist him, I couldn't. I shouldn't.

But God what a mess this was. I had sex with Verstappen, almost kissed the other Max and now I was sitting next to Lando, also almost kissing him.

He grabbed the cup of tea in my hand and put it on the table.

And then, he touched me exactly how I missed to be touched. He opened my legs and pushed me down on the couch.

He laid down between my legs as his fingers brushed against them.

He put his fingers on the strings of my dress and let them fall from my shoulders. I closed my eyes as I felt his lips brush against my neck and collarbone.

"I was such a fool to let you go" he said as he placed a little kiss on my collarbone. "You're so gorgeous" another kiss on my neck. "I miss you so much" a kiss between my boobs.

I enjoyed this, I missed him too

Everyone wanted to fuck me while they were dating someone else. I wasn't their first choice, I was there to fill their lust.

And I couldn't blame them. I was the only one to blame because I let them.

I let them use me, mess me up.

It was my turn to mess these fuckers up instead.

I pushed Lando down and crawled on top of him. He probably thought he turned me on because I saw the smirk on his face.

I unbuttoned his pants and pulled them down, I put my hands under his shirt and let my fingers brush against this chest, down to his underwear.

"Unfortunately.." I whispered.

I put my fingers on the hem of his boxers, the top of my fingers touched his dick just a little. "You are absolutely right" I said as I looked down at him.

"About what?" He groaned a little as he felt my fingers brush against his dick.

"About how much of a fool you were to let me go" I said as I took my hands out of his underwear and put the strings of my dress back on my shoulders.

He looked at me as I got up and quickly did the same while putting his pants back on. "Wait Aimée"

He tried to grab my arm but I quickly put my hand up, telling him to stay away.

"Did you dump Lara or did you just want to fuck around with me just to go back to her after?"

He didn't answer, which was an answer on itself.

"Get out" I said as I opened my door. "Get the fuck out"

I wasn't gonna let them play with me anymore. Not now, not ever.
And unfortunately that included Lando.

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A.N: Who's endgame in your opinion and who do you want Aimée to mess with? 😏