Broken arrows

26.

He didn't answer. It made me chuckle again.

"That's what I thought. It's funny really because I thought we had something. I thought you knew me, every single bit of me but you're just like the rest" I said as I turned around and wanted to walk away but he didn't let me.

"You think I don't know you? You think I don't see you?" He said as he grabbed my arm.

"Your favorite color is yellow, even though you claim it's purple, it's really not" he said as he brushed my arm.

"Your favorite season is spring because you like how everything starts to grow again but you also like the winter for obvious reasons" his hand brushed down to my hand.

"Hot chocolate and Christmas" I chuckled a little.

"Exactly" he smiled a little. "You like books because you desperately want a fairytale love like that"

I looked down because he was right. I liked to read happy endings, it made my heart smile.

"And you think you are not good enough because you can't get pregnant, that's why you mess around with everyone, it makes you feel better about yourself, but Aimée, you are good enough" he said as he put his fingers under my chin to made me look at him.

"Then why did you leave me?" I asked softly.

His gaze never left mine. "Because I'm stupid, so fucking stupid"

He looked down at my lips. I could see how much he wanted to kiss me and honestly so did I.
I wanted to feel his lips against mine again. I wanted to taste him again.

"It would be a bad idea to kiss you right now" he groaned as he kept looking at my lips.

"The worst" I mumbled.

His thumb brushed my lower lip as he cupped my face. "We'll both regret it"

"Definitely" I whispered.

He groaned a little. "Fuck it" one second later his lips were on mine.

We are kissing again and fuck, it felt so good. He brushes his hand through my hair down to my neck and angled me for a deeper kiss.
My lips immediately parted and I could feel his tongue against mine.

He tasted like his chewing gum, I missed that taste, I missed his taste.
I missed the feeling of his lips against mine and I knew I was fucked.

I felt so much for him. My heart was beating fast, my stomach was filled with butterflies and this is how it felt to kiss someone you like, someone you love.

He brushed my cheek a little as we both backed away. He was smiling and so was I.

"I should go back to the hospitality" he whispered, still not letting go off my cheeks. I nodded. "I should too"

"Don't mess with anyone else please" he asked. I wasn't planning on it but it wasn't fair to ask me something like that when he was engaged to someone else.

I didn't want to argue about that, I didn't want to ruin this moment.

He brushed my arm and intertwined our fingers for just a little moment before turning around and walking to his hospitality again.

I put my fingers against my lips as I smiled. It was obvious who I loved, very obvious.

And it wasn't gonna change, I was just hoping that I wouldn't regret this.