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45.

I was standing next to Jon the entire time during quali. He was so excited every time Lando did a great lap time.

It was so wholesome to see.

I clapped my hands as Lando got P2. "That's my boyfriend" I said as I nudged Jon.
He join my excitement and started jumping with me.

I had to go back to Red Bull, but I wanted to see Lando first. I wanted to congratulate him.

Lando jumped out of the car and ran up to his mechanics. I was standing between the Red Bull and Mclaren guys and he probably didn't expect me to be here.

One of his mechanics pointed at me and Lando immediately ran up to me and wrapped his arms around me.
Our hug was filled with love.

I was so proud of him. So fucking proud.

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"So I guess we need to talk" Max leaned closer to me. "About what?" I tried to be as casual as possible.

I obviously knew what he wanted to talk about.

"You're pregnant and we had sex" he started but I quickly interrupted him. "With a condom"

"With a condom" he agreed but he still wasn't convinced. I still wasn't convinced either.

It was quite for a few minutes and as we almost reached the conference room, he gently put his hand on my arm.

"So you're absolutely sure that it's Lando's?"

I sighed. I wasn't sure. I started to doubt it even more now.

"No, but I can't do a paternity test yet" I wasn't far along. I had to wait. I had to wait for two more weeks, probably the two longest weeks in my life. "So please, forget about it for now."

He nodded in agreement. He probably hoped it wasn't his, just as I was hoping.
It had to be Lando's, it just had to be.

"Hi pretty baby" Lando said as he put his arms around my waist from behind. "Who's this?" I jokingly said.

"The hottest guy in this paddock" he mumbled as his lips brushed my neck.

I titled my head a little. "Oh and he's kissing my neck? Damn I'm lucky"

"No" he said as he turned me around and cupped my cheeks with his hands. "I am the lucky one"

His eyes found mine and for a moment the world was standing still.

"You're so beautiful" his thumb rubbed my cheek and he pecked my lips quickly.
It still made me weak in the knees.

I couldn't even respond because his PR manager patted his back, telling him to go inside.

I didn't even notice Max already walked in, so I also walked in the conference room and sat down in the back of the room.

There were a lot of questions for Max, he always got a lot of questions and surprisingly he answered them calm and collected.

"Question for Lando, your contract with Mclaren is expiring next year, do you already have an idea what you're gonna do next year?"

Lando shuffled a little in his chair. I didn't even realize his contract was expiring, he never told me anything about that.

Maybe because I was too busy with my own problems.

"Not sure yet, I have a few offers though" he answered which made Max look at him.
He probably didn't know about this either but then again, why would he?

I had to ask him about it, I had to show more interest in him.

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After all the media duties, Lando and I finally had time for each other. I was waiting for him in his drivers room, laying back on the couch.

He walked inside with a sigh, he was tired, I could see that but as soon as he saw me, his face lit up.

"Oh baby" it's all he said before walking up to me and laying down on top of me. He put his face in my neck and just cuddled up to me.

He was so cuddly, that's definitely one thing I love about him.

"How are you baby?" I asked as I put my hands under his shirt, so I could brush his back with my fingers.

I felt how he was relaxing. "Tired but I love you" he mumbled. He was falling asleep and I let him.

I wanted to ask him so many questions but it could wait. Having him in my arms with his head on my chest was way more important.

I kept brushing his back the entire time. I promised myself that this weekend was all about him.
I would figure this baby out next weekend.