Broken arrows

44.

Aimée's POV

Lando had to get ready for qualifying, so I decided to give him a little privacy.
Max was getting ready as well, so I had a little time for myself.

Kara was sitting outside of the Ferrari hospitality. Charles was probably getting ready as well so she was sitting alone.

She smiled as she looked up and saw me walking to her. "Hi babe, you look amazing" she said as I sat down with her.

"I slept a little longer today and I desperately needed that"

Lando cuddled me for about an half hour before he got up and got ready to go to the paddock.
I just couldn't get up and most of the times Lando would've pulled me by my arm and dragged me to the shower.

But he didn't today.

He just kissed the top of my head and went to the paddock early to give me some alone time.

I appreciated that so much. He could just tell I needed it.

"You guys are soooo cute" Kara laughed but quickly stopped when she saw Kelly walking to us.

Kara knew what happened between Max and I, but Kelly didn't.
She still didn't know.

"Hi babes" she smiled and sat down with us. She seemed genuinely excited to sit and talk with us, little did she know that I betrayed her.
In the worst way possible.

"Hi Kelly, how are you?" Kara asked. She probably noticed I felt guilty. I couldn't even look at her. "Good, I think we need to go for drinks together"

Fuck, she also didn't know I was pregnant.

Okay I had to tell her, I could at least be honest with her about this.
"Non-alcoholic drinks because I'm pregnant"

Kelly looked at me, confused but still with a smile on her face.

"Oh my God, that's amazing" she looked genuine happy. "But I thought you couldn't get pregnant?"

"That's what I thought too, but I guess it is a miracle" I had no other explanation for it, I didn't really think about it, I was just so happy.

I've been in my own little world lately and only Lando was allowed in.

"Maybe your doctor was wrong, maybe you could get pregnant after all" Kelly shrugged her shoulders.

Maybe you could get pregnant after all.
Maybe your doctor was wrong.

Kelly's voice echoed in my mind. Maybe I wasn't the problem.

Maybe I could get pregnant.
Maybe I wasn't the problem.

"Excuse me" I said as I got up and walked to the Red Bull hospitality.
I felt sick, I felt nauseous.

"Just the girl I was looking for" My favorite British voice said as he grabbed my hand and pulled me to him.

I would kill for him, I always wanted to see him and kiss him but this wasn't the right time.
I couldn't show me I felt sick. He would ask why and I couldn't tell him.

I couldn't break his heart.

Instead, I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck. "My baby" I said as cheerful as I could.
"Don't you need to go to your garage and snatch that pole position?"

"I do, but I really needed a kiss and I want you to be in my garage" his fingers brushed against my cheek. His eyes looked in mine but drifted sometimes down to my lips.

I nodded. I knew Christian wouldn't mind, I had nothing to do during qualifying anyways. "I would love that"

"Awesome" he smiled and pulled me after him, to the Mclaren garage.

There were a few confused faces, but most of them expected me to be there.
They were probably wondering what took me so long

"This is my side of the garage, so you have to stay here" he said as he pointed at the right side.

"What if I wanna support Oscar?"

"You can't" he said without hesitation. "But you can give me a kiss for good luck"

He didn't have to ask me twice. I pressed my lips against his. It was more like a little peck because we were standing in the middle of the garage with camera's on us.

"Good luck baby, I'll be here"

He put his helmet on and zipped his racing suit all the way up.

I was so so in love with him.