Broken arrows

32.

2 weeks later

Needless to say, I couldn't convince Lando not to marry that crazy bitch.
Not because he didn't want to listen, but because I didn't have a chance to talk to him.

Lara guarded him like a dog, not giving him a moment alone.

I hated it, but I could do nothing about it, I could just watch him making the biggest mistake.
I had to watch how Lara stole the love of my life.

"Snap out of it" Ryder said as he snapped his fingers in front of me. We were back in Monaco after the Grand Prix in Japan.

Tomorrow was gonna be the wedding.

I didn't even have the chance to ask Lando if he knew Lara was never pregnant. I couldn't warn him.
I tried calling and texting him but he didn't answer.
I didn't know why but I had a high suspicion that Lara had something to do with it.

Tomorrow was gonna be the worst day of my life.

"What do you expect me to do? Smile and laugh when he's gonna marry someone else?" I groaned as I put my head on the pillow.

I didn't need to look at him to know that he was rolling his eyes. "No, but you still have one chance and you're gonna fucking take it" he said as he raised his voice a little.

I was quite surprised because he never raised his voice at me.

I looked up and we just stared at each other for a while. "Are you going too?" He nodded. "I am Eve's plus one" he smiled a little because we both knew Lara was gonna hate it.

"What am I supposed to do though? I can't just walk in and kiss him?"

I mean, I could do that, but his whole family and team was gonna be there.
Every driver and their girlfriends, his friends.

What if he doesn't want me anymore? What if he just rejects me then and there?
I worked with all those people. It would be so embarrassing.

"You'll figure it out" he said.

Great fucking help.

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Kara came home late that evening. I was laying on the couch, stuffing my face with a bucket of ice cream.

"So I bought you a dress" she said as she put the dress on the couch. "Why?" I simply asked.

"Because you're gonna crash that damn wedding and you're gonna look amazing doing it" I looked at the dress. It was beautiful. She knew red would compliment my skin.

"I can't do it" I sighed.

She shook her head and sat down next to me. "You can do it and you will do it. You'll regret it if you do nothing"

She was right but maybe I was gonna regret it if I actually crashed his wedding.
Maybe he didn't want that at all.

"I-I" I stuttered as I looked up at the ceiling in an effort to stop the tears from streaming down my face. "As much as I want it to be over, I'm terrified it actually is. He's been such a big part of my life" I looked at Kara as my tears were falling down my face.

"I really don't wanna lose him" I stuttered between my tears.

Kara wrapped her arms around me and pulled me against her body. She was crying too, we were too crying messes on the couch.

But I knew I had to do this. It was my last chance.

I had to crash this fucking wedding.