fourteen

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if you want the honest truth, then you should know that i lie lifelessly in the company of myself at 3 in the morning and drench myself in self pity and loneliness. It isn't intentional, its actually mistaken.


i used to be so happy. my life felt as if it was perfect. but ever since dad started cheating on mom, and i started losing friends, it felt like i lost everything.


was it so wrong of me to just be here?


I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING WRONG AND I FEEL LIKE I DID.


WANT THE TRUTH?


..I DONT WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH LUKE.


....because i know for a fact, none of the happiness is gonna last, and the feeling of worthiness and want will fade away.



..because nothing good happens,

..for a girl like me.

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