thirty eight

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I went into my house and smiled. I heard all the yelling from my dad but I felt like it was somehow blurted out considering I had just told the one person I genuinely love...that I love him and I feel..so happy. "WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN? YOU THINK THAT LEAVING THIS FUCKING HOUSE THAT YOURE GONNA GET AWAY?" He walked up to me. I walked past him and headed for the stairs. "No explanation as to where you've been?" He said in a lower tone. "No because if I do it again you'll know where I am and I can't let that happen." I said turning to face him. "Do you have a boyfriend?" He asked becoming red. "I'm practically eighteen. My birthday is next week. Of course I have a boyfriend." I scoffed. "Were you with him?" He asked sort of amused. "Yes and you know what else, Joey? I dry rode him. And I made him cum allllll over. See this?" I laughed moving my hair out of the way of my neck revealing purple marks. "Those are all from him." I smiled. He had no reaction. He looked disappointed and failed. "That's what happens when you're out having sex with the same woman that isn't my mom." He looked a little..sad.. "I haven't seen her in a while..I blocked her number, Lily." He said giving me his phone. I went through texts and calls and everything. No sign of cheating. "Your mom and I are working it out..I just really wanted to apologize to you." He said letting a tear fall. I've always been very opening and I hardly hold a grudge. If someone apologizes I usually let it go..I don't know man. "I'm sorry I've been such a dick and not a real father to you. I love you and your mother so much. I promise I won't do it ever again." He said crying and walking over to me with open arms. I felt his sadness and felt he really needed a hug..

"I'll admit I was wrong about everything." He said. I hugged him back tight. "You know I love you." He said into my hair. "I know dad." I said rubbing his back up and down to console him. "You're ok." I cried a little. My mom walked into the room and smiled a bit. I let go of the hug and looked at him. "Please don't do that to mom and I anymore." I wiped his tears. "Might as well break my phone. I'll do anything to show you I won't." He said. "You're fine. I'm going upstairs..thanks for saying sorry dad. Hopefully we'll all be okay again." I smiled taking my things upstairs.

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I unpacked my things and lay on my bed. I pulled out my phone and began to text Luke.

Me: dad changed. He was crying and saying sorry

Luke: did you let him back in?

Me: I need a father..and he seemed sorry

Luke: I'm glad everything is better princess.

Me: but I miss you

Luke: I'll take you out for your birthday on Monday, what do you say?

Me: well..its Saturday night basically Sunday so..sure. :-)

Luke: my babygirl is gonna be 18 :-) my birthday is exactly a month away from yours I'm so excited lol

Me: I'm older then you ;-)

Luke: still my babygirl lol x

Me: I love you

Luke: you know I love you most xx

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