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"Kalani go wait in the car

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"Kalani go wait in the car." She didn't fight me on what I said, I appreciated her listening to me. As she goes outside I look back at my father.

"Are you trying to have a father and son moment? You know how I feel about you, you ruined my fucking life." I say sternly, he knows everything he did to me, what he did to her.

"Soren, I told you I was sorry. I didn't want this for you but it just happened, please understand." My stern look is turned into hatred and anger, what the fuck does he think I'm supposed to do with those useless words? It doesn't bring her back.

"Understand? Understand you killed my fucking mother!?" I yell, I remember all over again when I found my mother dead on the floor and he was standing over her with the look of regret and fear.

I was only 12 years old, and he used my grief as a moment to mold me into a cold, evil man.

"I told you it was an accident!" He screamed desperately.

"That doesn't bring her back, does it?" I look behind him to see Kalani at the pool through the back door glass, what the fuck was she doing?

I hurry and rush to her, I run outside as I hear my father call for me but I ignore him, kalani is more important.

~

That happened a couple of hours ago, I'm at the club with Leon and some others. I needed to get drunk, Kalani has me feeling weak as fuck. I could tell she was reading my emotions and saw I felt,

hurt.

I haven't felt hurt in a while, not since my mother died. It was the worst day of my life, I never wanted to feel that hurt again, so I learned to not feel anything and just feel hatred. But now the feelings are coming back because of her.

It was hard letting her go, but I knew we needed space. She can't deny the connection we have, I know I definitely can't. I hope I can trust her knowing Christian will probably find out she's with Kora, I think she'll know what would happen if I find anything out.

Her birthday is in 5 days, until then I have to stay away from her. It's going to be hard, I know it will be, but I can't force her anymore. I need to earn her, and I will.

"We got new information on Martin, he met up with that Stronzo. They're plotting for Kalani's training, what are we gonna do?" Leon says as he sits next to me, I'm trying to get drunk and he comes to me about this? Way to kill my fucking buzz.

I immediately grow sober as he says that, I grow angry just thinking about Kalani going through what I did, but my father and hers want nothing but power. If me and her control the business after they retire they'll always have it. I can always give up my power but I can't, if I have power and fear over others, I can always keep Kalani safe. I wouldn't have to worry.

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