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Last night felt like a dream, it had my emotions all over the place

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Last night felt like a dream, it had my emotions all over the place. I first felt betrayal then anger..to now cared for. I felt so many things for Soren, I don't know how it happened but it did. We kissed last night, it felt..amazing. I stepped in water for the first time in years, I was scared at first but when Soren held me, all that went away.

We were in the shallow part, it wasn't as scary as the deep part. That's something I need to prepare for. But I'm glad it was Soren that I was with, because he made me feel safe. I appreciated him for being there for me, he knew I wanted to take the first step of getting over my fear, and he wanted to take it with me.

"Good morning." I look to see Kora entering the room, she walks in and sits on the bed, I sit up and do a light stretch with my arms.

"Happy birthday Kalani." She says hugging me tightly, I won't be surprised if she squeezes me to death. It didn't feel like my birthday, just a regular day.

"Thank you, Kora, now if you can please let go." She laughs and lets go of me.

"That bed is so comfortable. I can't complain about how big the room is either." She says, I lightly chuckle at her positivity. She's always positive no matter what, I love her for that. I'm glad she's here with me, that might be a little selfish.

"Did you hear anything about when you'll be able to leave? I'm sorry I got you into this, I never meant for this to happen." I explain to her, she puts her hand over mine.

"I'm not mad at you, I'm glad I'm here. I don't want you to be alone, I'll stay as long as you're here." I smile and I pull her in for a hug, she is my best friend. I couldn't help but think about Christian. I wonder if he's okay, Soren might kill me but I need to see him. He's probably worried sick about me and Kora.

"I talked to Michael earlier, he wants to see us. I'm thinking we go to your house ?" She asks, I don't want her to worry about me but I am nervous about going home. My father is very manipulative, he tricked Christian..what if he tries to trick me too?

I think I could see past every lie he tried to attempt, but I still have my doubts. That's how unpredictable he is.

"I'll have to talk to Soren, you know how he gets." I say with sarcasm, she smiles shaking her head. If I even leave the house he won't kill me, he'll kill whoever I'm with.

He's that crazy.

"I'm sure you'll be fine if we just go." She says, I don't say anything, she doesn't know how wrong she is. Like I said,

He's that crazy.

We get up and I walk to my room to get ready for the day, I open my door and this is my first time being in here. I slept in Kora's room last night, my mind was too busy to be alone. Apart of me wanted to see Soren but I was too nervous. 

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