One thing I have been trying to do is not focus on the negative things going on, which of course has been hard but I've been trying. I'm not going to lie, there have been times where I wished I could hop on a bus move to Canada and never look back but here I am in the USA. I have of course wondered what life would be like if I hadn't been born like: would my parents have gotten married? Would my sister be okay? How have I impacted anyone's life? I would never hurt myself in anyway (I say that so nobody worries and because it is true.) I just wonder.
I was watching Shane Dawson's "Why was I born?" video , I think I understand his message." You may think life would be better without you in it, but you never know who's life you impacted for the better" or something like that. My point is, everyone is needed in somebody's life somewhere. You might think to yourself: My parents hate me, I have no friends. But one day you could be a mom or a dad, or a doctor, or even the president. Everyone matters.
My last two weeks of school in 8th grade, I couldn't really focus on anything except for things at home and how nothing is ever going to get better. Two of my favorite teachers ever noticed and came up to me checking on me. What I mean to say is: people notice and care, even if you don't believe it they do. If there is someone reading this who ever needs to talk, you could be a complete stranger, message me. Thanks for reading, I'll update soon. <3
