So...recently shit has gone down. I'm not going to keep this from everyone because what has happened, has happened.
1. Brian and I broke up
2. I have a girlfriend now
3. Brian and I got into a huge "fight" for the last 2 weeks (?) and just today we are talking and trying to be friends
4. I've been having um....internal
problems...which has made me want to go offline, completely cut everyone out, and just stop talking to everyone
5. I have cut Danielle and Andrea out for reasons.
Danielle- Kept making decisions that caused her to get hurt and I'm done but that doesn't stop the fact I cry thinking about it because she was like a sister...
Andrea- let's not get into that but if you must know read the last update of "let me fight for you" or whatever it's called.
6. I've pulled away from anyone and I kind of regret it but at the same time I don't
7. I almost had a mental breakdown in my last hour, I don't know why but I felt like crying and screaming but I didn't have a reason to.
8. One of my new friends at school hates me but he really doesn't have a reason to.
9. I don't know what's happening to me anymore..one minute I'll be perfectly fine then next I'll be ready to scream and collapse in a ball and smash my phone so..
