The Broken Heart

spring break

Everything is so slow. Everything is just tearing at me. I'm numb. I'm alone. I'm broken. I want to scream and give up. Maybe I do belong in a mental hospital. I only got out early last time because I didn't fully open up. I told them what they asked and I got out. I can't stand being alone though. I cant stand anything. All of this. It's breaking me and shattering me. I'm not meant to be here. I dont want to be here. Why cant I just disappear?