*trigger warning*
I want to talk but I can't...whenever I message I just want to curl up and disappear from existence. Every word I type my chest feels tighter and I can't breathe. My life feels worthless and outside of my internet friends, I don't have a reason to live. I'm sorry I'm messed up..I'm sorry I'm broken. I'm sorry.
I haven't actually smiled all day. All I can think about is how easy it would be..to cut too deep.. I want to talk but at the same time I WANT to cut people out of my life. I want to not hurt so many people. I just want to be done. I guess everyone should be happy that I'm at my uncle's house...I can't do anything while I'm here and I've been here for a couple days now.
-breaking kitten
