I don't feel like talking..I'm sorry to those I haven't spoken to in months or longer. I'm sorry to Kahlan (i hope I spelt her name correctly) she joined our family and I got jealous and purposely refused to get close. I was scared of getting replaced and was a brat about it. I care about all of you guys, but if you guys actually want to replace me or kick me out of the internet family, then do it. Yes I love you all, but I'm not getting better, I'm actually getting worse. I feel like pulling away from all of you so I don't hurt anyone more. I'm not worth any of the trouble I put anyone through. I've been thinking of this all day and I just.....can't do this to you guys anymore. Please forgive me for pulling away. I'm not going offline I just won't talk that much..Please don't get mad at me..please don't post updates saying "another one leaving" because I'm not leaving. I'm just not going to be active as much for the little sanity I have and for your guys'. I'm not going offline. I'm not. If I ever do it wouldn't be more than two days..not that anyone would notice..so yeah..
-Alyssa
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