I'm tired of not being able to help. I'm tired of bothering people with my problems. I'm tired of the panic I get of "why did you message them?! They're gonna be annoyed, stop doing that." From now on I won't speak unless spoken to, whenever I open my mouth I mess up. I don't need to talk about things anymore I'll just shove everything away, I want to help instead of needing it. If catch me being quiet or breaking down, don't ask me please I just hate myself more for bothering you. Message me if YOU need anything, please. I'll help as best as I can. I just can't bother people anymore. I'm also tired because it's 1:23am so goodnight
