Fanmade|TK

seven

JUNGKOOK

Once the fan meeting was over, all fans gone and the curtains closed, I tried to waste as little time as possible to go backstage and talk to Taehyung and clear things up.

Though, when I got there and checked every room, there was no trace of Taehyung.

Our manager sat on the couch, looking at his phone. "Have you seen Taehyung?'

He looked up by my question. "He didn't feel well, probably caught a fever. He was driven back to the dorm."

I slumped next to him onto the couch. Did I make Taehyung feel so miserable that he had to go home?

The other members entered the room too. My eyes locked with Jimin's. And? His expression said. I just shook my head in response and he understood what was going on.

Jin hyung sat down next to me, patting my thigh. "You're definitely not yourself today. Something going on?"

I had luck that Seokjin is one of the most understanding persons out there. Unless it is about food and looks of course. Everyone else was doing something else, packing their stuff, removing make-up etc. Jin must have thought about asking me the whole time, but chose a moment he knew no one else was listening.

I know I can tell him anything. In that moment though, I felt obligated to talk to Taehyung first. "Taehyung and I got into an argument, but it's going to be fine. I'll talk to him."

Jin looked at me with a calm expression, which shocked me more than a omg, you fought? would have. "Your first fight."

Things have changed. My mind bugged me from the back. I hate that thought, but it keeps returning every single time.

"I think, there's a first for everything."

The whole drive back to the dorm was silent, I don't recall myself talking even once. The moment we arrived, I immediately went to Taehyung's room and knocked on his door in hopes of him opening up.

No answer.

"Tae, it's me."

No answer.

He is in his room, that's certain. His door is only locked when he is inside, otherwise he always leaves it unlocked.

"I know you're in there. We need to talk," I tried again.

"I want to be alone right now" He finally responded, my heart rate kicking up because of getting to hear his voice again.

"Look, I understand, but maybe we-

"Go away, Jungkook!"
I took a step back, surprised. Shocked. This is new. Things have changed.

Taehyung has never shouted at me before like this. We got into arguments, they are unavoidable, but they never led to us to not talking to each other, or raising our voices.

It's something I wasn't used to and it overwhelmed me. I felt my stomach twist uncomfortably, realizing it came to the point where we would really avoid talking to each other.

I took a deep breath, calming down. "I... hope to see you at dinner." There was no response to that and I didn't expect one to follow. I left to go to my own room, deep in thoughts.

What the hell was going on?

I plopped down onto my bed, closing my eyes as the heavy feeling in my chest ate me up. I wondered, what is it that could possibly make him so upset. So.. angry? Sad? I don't even know what it is he is feeling, so how would I know the reason.