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TWENTY

JEON JUNGKOOK

i went with yeontan to my room, grabbed a black mask, a black cap, a black jacket and put them on, since we can't go out without covering our face, which sometime is very annoying, but we're used to it. there aren't many people in the region where our dorm is, which is relieving and makes it easier for us to go out sometimes. we're not allowed to be outside for too long though , we need to be back in half an hour, since it's too dangerous.

i placed yeontan on the floor and he started to play and run around, which made me chuckle. i walked with him to a field, where i sat down on a bench and unleashed him. i took the ball and threw it wide away, just for yeontan to chase after it and bring it back.

he is so cute.

my thoughts then wander to taehyung, causing my lips to curl up into a smile. i never thought that i would feel like that because of a person, but now i really understand what true love is like. it's something i never experienced until now and i'm happy that it's taehyung. i really don't deserve him. he's kindhearted and so gentle, but also so sexy and handsome. like really, really handsome. i thank bighit for finding him and leading him to me.

i suddenly felt a fluff ball curling up in my lap and i looked down to yeontan, holding the ball in his moth. i grabbed his paws and started to play with him.

"your papa is mean to us, right? he doesn't give us any attention." i said with a high pitched voice and rubbed our noses together. tannie just licked my nose and i chuckled again.

of course i understand why taehyung was doing this for jin hyung. he had helped us so much, but in the end, the speech has nothing to dk with him. it was our speech and i find it ridiculous, that we were supposed to hold a speech we'd never hold on our own.

there's so much more that i want to say about taehyung, so much more that lies in my heart, so many feelings. jin hyung isn't in our position, so he's unable to understand what we're really feeling.

i sighed and pulled yeontan close to me, burying my face in his fur, which made him purr, causing me to giggle.

i put the leash back on him and walked back to our dorm. once we entered our dorm, i let yeontan go when we walked in and he immediately ran through the hall, disappearing behind the next corner. i smiled and went to the fridge and grabbed my banana milk. i took it with me and went over to tae's room again. he was still sitting on the floor, almost falling asleep, as he read through the lines jin hyung wrote.

i sighed as i closed the door, but this time i also locked it. just in case.

i sat down next to him. "take a sip, " i offered him my banana milk and he greatfully took it and took a few sips.

"when are you finished, tae? you look done, " i asked a little sad, because he didn't even spare me a glance.

"i'm almost finished, just gotta repeat it a last time," he answered and i hummed, looking at him with a sad frown. all i want is to cuddle with him, is that too much to ask? so i just wrapped my arms around him and leaned my head against his shoulder.

that seemed to wake him up, as he tried to wriggle out of my hold. "kook, you know the-

"-the conditions? yeah i know them, but i don't care. i just wanna cuddle with my boyfriend." i said and closed my eyes, savoring his scent.

taehyung sighed and put the paper away as he turned to me and hugged me back. i smiled.

3RD PERSON

time passed, evening rolled over and the seven boys of bts were getting ready for dinner. taehyung was feeling nervous and his tummy did things. he was sure that his hyungs will except the relationship between the maknaes, but he suddenly started to question things.

what will happen, if one of them doesn't except it?
what do we do with our manager?
what do we do with army?
what will pd-nim think?

taehyung started to worry a little, but shook these thoughts away. he wants to be happy today.

meanwhile jungkook is pretty calm and happy to finally announce the truth to their hyungs. sure, he was a little nervous too, but also felt confident. the only thing that bothered him was the speech, that he didn't want to hold. even if jin gets mad, sad or whatever. this had nothing to do with him, right?

jungkook is actually very happy to spend time with his hyungs, alone, without cameras and the staff. just the seven of them, enjoying their evening together.

today will be special for both of the boys and also their hyungs.

when everyone was ready, they left the dorm to go to their two vans. though when jungkook arrived there was taehyung sitting on the place that jimin usually took and he looked back to the other, where jimin sat on taehyung's place. he winked to the maknae and jungkook flashed him a smile- seems like they switched seats, so that the couple can sit together.

so he went to the van with taehyung and yoongi and sat down in the center.

it has been silent through the whole ride, it was rather awkward, as taehyung and jungkook were too nervous to move or say anything. it was first when jungkook felt a hand reaching for his and he looked to his left to see taehyung shyly smiling.

jungkook smiled back and took taehyung's hand in his, intertwining their fingers and hiding them between their seats. they felt a little more relaxed like this. luckily, yoongi was already almost asleep and blending the other two completely out. he was only ready for the alcohol and food.

taehyung leaned on jungkook shoulder, which made the younger boy smile brightly.
the feeling both boys were feeling was a complete chaos. nervous, a little anxious, but mostly relieved and happy, to tell their hyungs.

jungkook looked up confused, when he felt a folded paper getting pressed in to his palm and looked to his boyfriend. "you'll need it for later."

jungkook guessed it was the speech jin hyung wrote and he frowned as he stuffed it into his pocket and intertwined his hand with taehyung's again.

author

thank you so much for 300 reads!

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it makes me so happy and it means a lot to me.

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