where you are

leaving again

Jaxx

After the romantic night we shared, she informed me that she would be leaving today since the holidays were over, I knew she still had her studies to return to but it wouldn't compare to having her here with me, I stayed with her until she was ready to go which she decided to say goodbye to my family before she told her parents She was leaving. I seen how upset she was and wanted to calm down her down after we begun heading back to her parent's house.

Kaia: can you do me a favor Jaxx?

Jaxx: I would do anything for you...

Kaia: can you look in on my parents from time to time and...

I seen the tears running down her face before she finished what she was going to say...

Kaia: and move on with your life, I know someone here can make you happier than I can...

Jaxx: Kaia, what are you trying to say?

Kaia: I'm saying goodbye Jaxx. I don't want to be the reason you can't settle down and raise a family so I'm letting you go.

Jaxx: Kaia I don't understand what I did, last night we...

Kaia: last night should have never happened. I got caught up in the moment and even though you gave me the most memorable nights I will never forget, I can't be with you that way...

Jaxx: when we were younger we made a promise to never be without the other and you promised me forever but you lied. You're not the same person I grew up with, you changed.

Kaia: You're right, I have but you have too. It's like I don't recognize the person standing in front of me.

I looked around and noticed my family had been waiting in case things got physical.

Kaia: I think me being here is a mistake. I'm leaving and never coming back.

Jaxx: if you want to leave don't expect me to wait for you.

Kaia: I don't expect you to wait for me, move on with your life.

Jaxx: I love you but it seems like I made mistake doing that.

those words cut like a knife, I was heartbroken and all I could do was walk away after hearing that. I knew he only said those things out of fear but it still broke my heart hearing him say that to me, I told my parents bye and hugged them tightly and drove away while the tears come down more than what they were and I had no choice to pull over until I could see where I was driving.