Believe In Me (J.J.K)

8: Genesis 4:6-7

"Then the Lord said to Cain, "Why are you angry? Why is your face downcast? If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must master it." Genesis 4: 6-7

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Nothing was ever the same for Jungkook when he returned to South Korea after his two month two.

Well, not after that night at the Runway event.

Despite his schedule now being cleared for the most part, besides small shows he has to prepare for, Jungkook's routine has completely shifted. Back then as a trainee, he'd only focus on his own music and writing - growing as an artist and fighting everyday to be better.

Now, he has reached it.

So, he's wasting time.

Mornings where he'd spend it home, drafting music to impress his CEO, now has shifted to mornings he'd spend snorting his cocaine lines and fucking whoever would pop up on his phone. Afternoons where he'd go to the studio for lessons and pass time by calmly in his own world, now is spent with either Namjoon on plannings for the future, Karma as he is the focus for his debut, or with J-Hope on small television programs and interviews.

Unfortunately for his driver, he'd always had to take Jungkook home late at night because of his now festivities he'd do once the clock stuck midnight. He's been partying and going to celebrities get together since he came back, only this time with his secret weapon on having fun.

The best part in all of this is how now, whenever he wakes up, he doesn't have those bizarre dreams anymore.

Now his dreams are empty, not leaving him to ponder over it in his head.

However, despite so many great things that are occurring, there are some downsides happening.

For one, Karma and his girlie friend have been seeing each other consistently. They still haven't slept together, and Karma doesn't really mind since he relieves those frustrations with Jungkook whenever they're alone. However, now he's always occupied or busy, mainly because of her, and Jungkook isn't sure if he's actually into her or he's growing obsessed.

He has a habit of obsessing over things until they get easy to achieve.

She's playing hard, so no doubt once he gets a taste of her, he'd walk away.

Just like how he did to his faith.

Another thing too has happened, and well, Jungkook's own little obsession too.

Taemin.

Ever since that bathroom moment they've had back in California, Jungkook has not been able to shrug him off his head. Not even romantically, but he's been snooping his whereabouts and being so curious about him that it's getting to the point he can't even sleep at night because of how much he thinks about him.

It's not even his appearance, or anything he said.

Something about him got stuck with Jungkook.

He has something Jungkook feels like he desperately wants, and he doesn't know if it's his aura or his energy, but whatever it is, Jungkook wants it.

And he doesn't even know in what way, almost like a hungry animal ready to devour it.

From what he discovered, Taemin's from an agency with artists devoted only to singing Christian music - which Jungkook didn't even know existed. He's been in the industry for quite some time, even representing brands that promote the gospel.