Believe In Me (J.J.K)

14: Proverbs 19:3

"People ruin their lives by their own foolishness and then are angry at the Lord."     Proverbs 19:3

"It has just been released that worldwide Pop star, Raven, is going on a hiatus."

"Soloist, Raven, recently has been released by his company Oasis on his hiatus due to mental health issues."

"Oasis Entertainment announces Soloist Raven is on a temporary hiatus after the tragic death of his parents early this month."

"Raven will be making his last performance at the Christmas Charity Event before his hiatus."

Jungkook browses through his twitter feed, that's flooded by the news after Oasis released the statement about his hiatus. The media were not aware of his parents death, but of course if he's going on a hiatus, they need more details as to why to add more depth to his story. Didn't take long for hashtags to spread around in trends, showing their comfort and support - but Jungkook didn't look at those.

He only focused on the comments saying he's a little bitch who stopped doing music after the incident instead of using that pain to make more music.

Some declare that's what he deserves for his demonic concepts.

Others saying he's going to hell with them. 

The list continues, a never-ending stream of hateful comments. Jungkook couldn't stop reading it, and he didn't want to stop either. Reading it helped fuel his empty heart, confirming all the things that he already was thinking about himself. It helps making him not feel shit, especially when he wanted to.

And today.... He definitely was emotionally provoked to unleashing something.

Not too long ago, he received a call from the hospital where his parents and brother were taken to, specifically with updates on his brother.

"Your brother had no severe injuries from the incident. Not a single inch of his body was touched, besides a few cuts and bruises, but his body doesn't seem to be taking the medication well from the hospital. We don't understand as to why since we've even checked him for allergies, and he's not allergic to anything. If this keeps happening, he will enter a coma and we're not sure of his chances of survival."

Jungkook had to find a distraction. He felt his throat clench up and his chest began to burn - he just had to feel something other than that. So, he snorted a line of cocaine - to which he's running low on by this point - and referred to going on his Twitter, reading the hateful comments. It worked numbing the feelings down, even if his brother's face is all he could think about.

Now he is left staring out the wall window after being satisfied enough with all that he has read, the reflection gazing back to the empty oasis of his orbs - revealing the giant flakes of snow falling from the night sky; Allowing the emptiness to accept his brother's case after what the doctor had said.

Of course his brother would be a complicated case, he always was.

The main reason being is because apparently when he was born, he was born special. Jungkook's mom gave birth to him naturally at home, and she never took him to the hospital, nor did she get him checked out.

Actually, their neighbor - Yoona, who just so happened to have been a doctor - was there to help her deliver the child. During that time, they didn't have the money, or the insurance, for medical treatment to anything at all. They were practically scraping for food by that point, they didn't even have enough to take care of Jungkook as it is.