Ch. 27: what hurts the most

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wish I could be the one,
the one who could give you love
the kind of love you really need
wish I could say to you
that I'll always stay with you
but baby that's not me

You need someone
who'll be the one that I could never be
to give you something better than the love you find with me

Oh I could say that I'll be all you need but that would be a lie
I know I'll only hurt you
I know I'll only make you cry

I'm not the one you needed,
I love you
Goodbye...

I know that I'll never mend the wound that I made into your heart, that I won't be unable to undo the grave mistake that I committed

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I know that I'll never mend the wound that I made into your heart, that I won't be unable to undo the grave mistake that I committed. I know what I did was truly unforgivable and there's no enough apology in the world that could justify what I have done. I was unfaithful, I betrayed your trust; I stepped on your dignity and worth as a man.

I am so sorry, sweetie. I really am. my apologies will never suffice and appease the pain and heartbreak I caused you, and I'll not even forgive myself for bringing this suffering to you. I'm so sorry, that I wasn't loyal enough to hold on to you, that I wasn't a woman of my words.

but I did loved you, I really did. please don't think that I never loved you for the decade and a year that we're together. You're the best thing that's ever been mine, the best man I ever known. You were my first love my Nate, my Xander. You'll always have this space in my heart, for it is only you that can fill it.

but not all stories have a happy ending. and so does our love for each other. we are each other's first, but it pains me to say that we won't be each other's last.

I love you, Nathaniel Alexander. Always.

Goodbye.

Chandler and Khairie each put their smartphones down after they read Amethyst's Instagram post. the post got 5 Million likes and 2M comments. the nosey netizens each has their own speculations, specially now that Xander didn't just unfollowed his ex-Fiancé, but he deactivated all of his social media accounts as well. they did not bothered to read the comments, they're not relevant anyway.

then, later on---Wendell, Jade and Simon came rushing in to their table. the two knew exactly what they're here for.

"if you three are here to confirm their breakup, then yes---Xander and Amethyst are over." Chandler said nonchalantly. "Xander called off the engagement. they're no more."

malungkot na nagkatinginan ang tatlo. hindi sila halos makapaniwala sa nabasa nila dahil sina Xander at Amethyst ang tinaguriang ideal and role model couple ng bansa, lalo na ng mga netizens. maraming humanga sa tibay ng dalawa, lalo na para sa mga magkasintahang nasa long distance relationship.

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