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Hi☺️

I just want to say how thankful I am to all of you who's reading and will be reading this story. to the Taynew/Polca/FiloPolcas who came across this one by accident, or in any ways that you discovered this piece that I wrote. Thank You po sa inyo. You'll never know how much you made me so happy, of how proud am I that finally---I fulfilled one of my literary dreams. as an LGBT author, it's a warm feeling to have people read your work, though it's not popular and as good as the others. I'm proud, I am happy with the three thousand reads and I'm contented. my heart is so full, and you inspire me a lot ☺️

I wrote this one, as a form of a message. I'd like to tell all of you that this story, a fanfiction, an alternate universe for Tay Tawan and New Thitipoom--- is nearing its end. there are still few chapters left, in which I'll probably finish writing on February.

but it's not the only reason why I write this message.

I penned this one down to explain how I came up with this story's plot and how it was formed in my  mind.

this story came into being when I got active as a Polca again back in 2022. after DBK and after the Global Fanmeeting in 2020---I chose to lie low  from social media and from being a BL fan. things and bullshits happened within the fandom, and there was a rift between Tay and New back then. as a result, I retreated in the background and I ended up writing for Wattpad again. this time, I wrote YURI/GL stories that you could read here among my works. I wrote quiet a few, and I was happy with it. I thought that I'd be focused on writing GL... until Cherry Magic Thailand happened.

when it was announced, I was so happy I screamed at the top of my lungs. my Fujoshi heart, who has been frozen since 2020----thawed and was revived. Taynew is active once again, they're definitely back. whether it's because they have a new series or not, idgaf really. all I care and all i know is that I'm excited, I'm glad. and I'm definitely delighted 🤗🤗🤗

Now, this story's plot really took inspiration with my respect for Doctors/ Health Professionals and me, being a fan of Motocross. I don't want to create a story that involves around the typical motor racing, or any racing-themed stories there is---like what we see in most BL series we watched. like what I said, Doctors and their dedication to save lives(specially during the pandemic) is what really made me put this into writing here in this platform. that, and with my fascination with the extreme sports that is Motocross. that's how Doctor Alexander and Gabriel came to life in this piece.

my characters including Rigor, Khairie, Jiro, Luke, Gift, Jordan, Rigor's parents, Gunther, Todd---and even the villain ones like Don Teodorico, Carlos and Marco--- each have their own stories to tell. I didn't put them there just to have other sets of characters. they're there for a reason, and they served that reason right. they provided both struggles and strength to the lead characters and brought out the best, even the worst---inside them.

and lastly, Gabriel and Alexander.

both of them represents the pain, the hardships, difficulties and the life of first born children who were burdened with the responsibility they don't wish to have at a very young age. responsibilities that they shouldn't have carried on their shoulders since they have parents who should've done it for them. as kids they must enjoy life while they were young, but life was cruel to them.

Xander grew up wealthy---but he was controlled and doesn't have freedom at all. He was physically, mentally and emotionally abused by his evil rotten and manipulative father who sees him more as a tool and not as a son. He was envied and hated by the person he thought was his brother and was betrayed by him. He's like a beautiful bird---pleasant to look at but trapped in a cage.

Gabriel, on the other hand---is a typical boy who grew up in the opposite side of Xander's. He has  loving parents and sibling, Aunt and Uncle and a cousin who also is his bestfriend. He lives a pretty normal, rural life until a fatal accident took both his parents lives. He was left alone with a huge debt and a younger sister he must take care of. He was 16, but he has to be much older than that and work his ass off to bring food to the table and send his sister to school. He became a delinquent, forgot his youth and the person he used to be.

They met. they argued, bickered and nearly bit their heads off. Gabriel sees Xander as a weak, rich spoiled brat while Xander sees Gabriel as an arrogant and snob badboy who's always grumpy. for them, it's hate at first sight.

but as the lyrics of the song says, love moves in mysterious ways indeed. the person whom Gabriel thought is weak and just a typical rich guy turns out to have the kindest heart and the one who saved his life. and Xander who only sees Gabriel's arrogance finally got to know him better---that he's a sweet and responsible guy who is often misunderstood because of his aloof nature.

They're not perfect, just like how I wanted it. they're flawed, so that readers could see them not just as fictional characters, but people that they could learn lessons from; that the mistakes they made in this story may serve as a vantage point for you to avoid the same things that they did---in order not to hurt yourselves and the people you care for.

I can't say if they're red or green flags. It is up to you of how you see them. as an author, I respect your opinions and points of views.

once again, I'm thankful for your time. If I have silent readers, thanks to you, too. all of you completes me as an  author and I couldn't ask for more.

Sincerely,

Sam St. Cloud, @sammy211992

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