Chapter 62: "I'm Nervous"

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"I never wanted it to end this way, my love, my darling Believe me when I say to you in love, I think I'm falling here"(Ozzy Osbourne)

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"I never wanted it to end this way,
my love, my darling
Believe me when I say to you in love,
I think I'm falling
here"
(Ozzy Osbourne).

|◁ II ▷|

My phone screen blares at me in the dark, and I fumble with the screen, trying to get the brightness down.

Wednesday, October 30
3:26 a.m.

Damn it.

I've been up for three hours thinking about Nico. Thinking about Hunter. Thinking about my friends. About Rikkard.

I pull myself out of the bed and open up my computer. I click on the English project doc and run through it, making a couple of edits. When I finish, I shoot a quick text to Nico about what I changed, knowing she'll see it in the morning before school.

Nico:
/ah thank you/

Nico:
/i've been meaning to change that second line but i keep getting distracted/

I call her, confused and worried. Did she have another one of those spells? Does she need me there?

"Hello?"

"Nico, hey," I brush through the greeting. "Are you okay? What's wrong?"

I hear a soft laugh over the phone, and my heartbeat slows. "Nothing is wrong. Why would it be?"

"You're awake."

A brief silence fills the room. "I... I actually had a nightmare. Um, I haven't gone back to sleep yet."

Dread seeps into my thoughts. Then anger at Hunter.

"Could you..." she starts, then clears her throat. "Could you actually talk with me until I fall asleep?"

I smile even thought she can't see it. "Of course, baby."

And so I do.

And when her soft breaths become slightly louder and she stops responding, I end the call and fall asleep myself.

|◁ II ▷|

Rikkard shuts his bike off and pulls off his helmet. "I called you last night at three. You sent me a snap."

I undo my gloves and tuck them into my bag. "Yeah. It was—it was hard falling asleep. I was worried about Nico, but she was awake too, so I called her. Fell asleep on the phone with her. I'm sorry I missed your call, man."

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