A Different Life (Golden Guard x !Autistic! Reader)

Chapter 22

Time for filler- wooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Wedding chapter is soon-

Willow's POV (Switching it up babyyyyyyy):

"Alright girls! Today we go dress shopping with Mipha! Eda told me she and Raine were going to meet us in the Human Realm to go to stores! She also said Mipha's really been hit hard by the post partum depression so we gotta get her out of the house! Gus got Hunter to go out with him for suits, but Mipha is a harder nut to crack-" I paced the front yard of Mipha and Hunter's house. Luz, Amity, and Vee smiling before Amity stood up from the bench they sat on.

"Hunter said he went into the nursery last week, so it's not locked anymore...."
"But Mipha still won't go in, she thinks it's her fault they lost Adam" Vee shrugged, letting me hum for a minute so I could think.
"So what, we force her into a traumatic room then drag her out to buy dresses? I don't know guys..." Luz voiced her concerns, adding to the list I had in my head.

"Amity, Mipha has a hard time saying no to you when you visit. If you gently ask to see the nursery, she may show you, then we can calm her down and go out to dress shop" I speculated as Amity nodded her head. We all hyped ourselves up before going and knocking on the door, soon enough it opened and Mipha stood there in her depressed, messy glory. 

"Hey! Ready for some tea and shopping?" Luz jumped on her toes, Mipha smiling and letting us in.
"Sorry the house is a mess, Hunter's been working and I haven't been feeling the best to clean up" she shrugged, all of us understanding. I nudged Amity, making her nod. We don't have a lot of time before we gotta be in the human realm to meet Eda and Raine, we gotta get her to break, and it's gotta be now.

"Hey Mipha, Luz and I are wondering if we could check out the nursery you guys made? Emira and Viney are adopting and we wanna get a nursery set up and-"
"Last door on the left, go nuts" she sighed, quickly brushing her hair out and letting it stay down, her hair was LONG, reached her knees easily. 

"Uhm, could you-"
"Look, I know what you're doing. 100% I am happy for your sister, she'll be an amazing mother, but I just can't go in that room, I'm sorry" she stared daggers at us, she saw right through our plan...

"That's it-" I huffed, marching over and staring her right in the eyes.
"Willow...? What are you do-AHH! WILLOW PUT ME DOWN! WILLOW!" she screamed as I threw her over my shoulder and headed up the stairs, she fought me but I was far stronger than her. 

"It's been 6 months! I know this is hard, and you'll never fully heal but you can't keep avoiding this! If you ever want to be a family in the future you need to honor your kid and face the hardships!" I huffed, wrestling her a bit before Luz ran up and opened the nursery door, I walked in, all of us going inside and Vee guarding the door so Mipha wouldn't run out.
I put her down, she had her eyes clenched shut while her tears managed to escape and slide down her cheeks.

"Mipha... you can't start to heal if you keep ignoring what ha-"
"I'm not ignoring it Vee! His footprints and finger prints are hanging in the hallway alongside his birth certificate! There's a picture of Hunter and I holding him next to our bed! I see him every day, I see him when I look in the mirror, I see his peaceful face sleeping in my arms whenever I close my eyes!" she sobbed, opening her eyes and turning to us all. 

"After everything we went through- After what Belos did to us, Hunter and I were so happy we could have a family, it was ripped from our arms because my body couldn't handle it. I was assaulted, and impregnated against my will yet somehow I overcame that and looked forward to raising my son! But my son isn't here- is he?! He's dead! I may never be able to get pregnant again despite the doctors saying Hunter could do it like any other witch! Any witch of any gender can get impregnated and that's the glory of our species but Hunter can't carry cause he's not comfortable, he is a main male, and because of the cardinal beast! Our chances of having a family are gone and it takes EVERYTHING in me to not burn this room to ashes!" she sobbed, the room shaking as some wind picked up around us, she truly was hurting... like any mother would.

"I went through it all! I made it to 36 weeks yet I came home with NO baby! I layed there- wondering what was happening to me, just for some heartless nurse to look me dead in the eyes and tell me my baby was dead! I failed! I killed my own baby because I was too stupid to speak up against the doctors when I KNEW something was wrong!" we listened as she screamed, the wind nearly making us fall over as her tears created a mist in the wind, making us all get wet as the wind carried the water with it. We felt her agony, her magic was driven through her emotions and in this moment we felt exactly what she did. Her magic showing us the storm inside of her.