A Different Life (Golden Guard x !Autistic! Reader)

Chapter 24

Warning for this chapter, they get handsy. Let's say they explore their anatomy that I write with more specific detail, but don't worry, there's no s3x. There will be a convenient cut when it gets to that point.

Reminder that in my country the age of consent is in fact 16, but I know how balistic some people can get with that topic. I understand both sides, and from my angle, I only wish to be realistic. Shit happens, and maybe in a future chapter I'll test the water's a little more as I did in the grom chapter. 
I will NEVER write smut and not give you, my reader's, a warning. 

Onwards we go,
Happy Reading~

Hunter's POV:

We've been in Hawaii for 3 days, we've been having fun relaxing, but I can tell that there's something on Mipha's mind. The waters here are crystal clear, at night, Mipha has enjoyed manipulating it to do fun little shapes and patterns. We're located on a resort that has a private section for people with a lot of money, and thanks to our magic, we had the money. 
Because of this, no one bothered us, we had an entire holiday home to ourselves, so we got to do whatever we wanted, and we could request house keeping at times that were convenient for us. We've still got roughly 6 days left, we originally thought we'd stay a week but Darius booked an extra 2 days as a wedding gift. 

Right now Mipha was sitting on the edge of our backyard dock thing, her feet in the water as she hummed different tunes, kicking her feet. 

"So, something's on your mind" I smiled and sat next to her, hugging her waist and letting her lean on me.
"Our family... losing Adam... then thinking back to what those horrible people did to me, Mela and Prim... You lost your ability to change over... right?" she asked, making me remember she never really got all the details of what happened to me, she didn't have her glasses on, and then she was knocked out before I turned harpy.

"I didn't lose the ability, I can do it on command now. I've just not had a reason to do it... I'm alright, Meephs" I shook her shoulder gently, making her smile. 
"I know something happened after I was electrocuted and knocked out... you did something, I don't know what happened but it affected you and has weighed on your mind- I know it has... I wasn't the only one who changed that day" she looked at me with sad eyes, making my heart ache in my chest... or galderstone I guess. 

"I did do something... something I'm not proud of, but I lost control. Even in Harpy form, I lost myself from how... how ANGRY I was! It all crashed around me and... Mipha I don't want you to ever look at me and see a monster, it's why I never told you that-"

"You killed the pawns, didn't you?" I felt my blood run cold, staring at her wide eyed.

"It's ok if you did... they deserved their fates. I don't think you're a monster, Hunter. You did what you had to in that moment. I kinda figured that you killed them shortly after you came to see me in the hospital" she shrugged, before I realised I was crying and touched my cheek with my fingers, feeling my tears run down my face and drip off my chin. 

"I... I didn't want to- I didn't wanna be like Belos, this is NOT how I wanted this conversation to go! I.. I'm sorry!" I broke, starting to feel like I couldn't breath before Mipha hugged me tight. She kept squeezing, trying her best to make me feel secure.

"W-What's happening to me, I h-haven't felt t-this s-since Belos!"
"It's a panic attack, it's alright. I'm right here, I don't hate you, I see no monster when I look at you" she reassured me before I finally started to feel like I could breath again. 

She let me go, smiling and standing up, reaching her hand to help me follow her inside. 
We went into the master bedroom, the king sized bed was super soft and comfortable. It was getting late and we needed some rest. 
We started getting changed but when Mipha was naked, she saw herself in the mirror and stopped. I hadn't noticed right away and was just in my boxers before I saw her staring at herself. I know she's hated mirror's since getting pregnant, but this time, she was letting her hands wander her body. She was gliding her hands across her shoulders, then down her chest, and waist, stopping at her hips before turning to the side and rubbing her hands on her stomach, tears in her eyes as her stomach was flat, scarred, and rough to the touch from all the scars. 

"Mipha..." I mumbled, watching a tear fall from her eye as she removed her glasses and let out a shakey sigh, hugging herself.

"It wasn't your fault, what happened to our son was NOT your fault" I walked behind her, wrapping my arms around her and gently touching her body. She started shaking, making me stop and give her a bit of space, staying close but being sure to not touch her until she could tell me what was on her mind.

"How are you not disgusted by me... by my body and what happened to it... I'm a toy... I'm just a... a cum dumpst-"
"No! No... You're not either of those things, not even a single part of you, not a CELL in your body is what you say it is, not what THEY said you were... You are... so fucking gorgeous and it KILLS me to know you don't see it the way I do, that you don't see YOUR own body as beautiful..." I explained, Mipha hugging herself again as I wondered if she'd let me touch her again. 

"I want to... I want you to touch me, I want you to be intimate with me but I can't stop SEEING their hollow eyes whenever I close my eyes... So badly I want to let you touch me, and hold me, and... yet I'm terrified... I'm broken..." she looked to the floor, and I took my chance, hugging her again.

"We can do it together, alright? Right now... I'll be gentle, and... say 'Pancake'... say 'Pancake' if you EVER want me to stop. You say that word and I'll stop touching you, and we'll take it one step at a time... saying 'stop' would also work, whatever is easier for you to say in the moment" I suggested, Mipha nodding and letting me begin at her shoulders, massaging them gently. I slowly moved down her arms, squeezing her biceps and smiling at the muscle she has built since her still birth.

The more detailed stuff starts here, I'll put a marker for the end for those who would rather skip it. No shame in it, this stuff ain't for everyone.

She shook a little as I moved to her back, then glided my hands around to her chest. She whimpered, making me hesitate before she shook her head and told me it was fine and to continue. I let out a slow breath and gently touched her breasts, being slow and careful as I massaged the areas a bit, hearing her moan softly before I moved on, not wanting to overstay the welcome. I went down her waist, then around to her stomach and squeezing some of the fat in my hand, making her gasp and whimper again. Once I was sure she was comfortable I went back to her back, pressing my thumbs into her spine and getting a couple knots in her back out, this relaxing her before I went to her ass, squeezing and feeling my pants get tighter, my body no longer obeying my commands to stay conformed. I didn't want her to think she owed me anything, so getting hard wasn't ideal since she'll feel obligated to provide for me. I didn't want that. 
She started shaking again when my hands went towards her front, near her crotch. I went slower, letting her think and decide if she wanted me to continue. She sucked in a sharp breath when I continued and got to her crotch and my finger's were next to her slit.

"W-Wait..." I stopped, pulling my hands away as she panted for breath, as if she had been holding her breath the whole time despite that not being the case. She turned around, staring at me completely red in the face. 

"It's ok, Mipha. I'm proud of you, ok? You were very brave there and there is NO harm in just going to bed now, it's alright, I promis-"
"That's not why I told you to wait, Goldie~" she smirked, biting her lip and making me freeze. It was my turn to go red.

"W-What did you mean then...?" She walked to me and undid my pants.
"I felt the buldge, you need this, right?"
"I don't NEED anything, babe. This isn't about me-"
"I want to go all the way, alright? Right now. When you were touching me it was SO different from what they did that all I could see when I closed my eyes was you. But I want something" she spoke softly, a hunger in her voice, like I had accidentally flipped a switch and all her fear and doubt was gone and replaced with this... this lust.

"Alright... Alright Silvie, what do you want?" I asked, pulling her to me so our chests were flush against eachother.
"Turn Harpy..." she muttered, her face going more red, her tone wavering as she was clearly embarrassed.
"Mipha I don't know if that'd be safe-"
"You helped me tonight, let me help you too... the Harpy is no monster, let me show you that~" she kissed me, wrapping her arms around my neck and pulling my hair, jumping up and wrapping her legs around my waist. I felt the burning in my chest, knowing the beast wanted free, that I WANTED it to be free. I growled into her lips, this making her smirk before I said fuck it and let it happen.

I felt myself change, getting taller as the feather's sprouted, my fangs growing alongside the claws, getting my footing as my legs changed, the wings bursting free and the tail gaining it's freedom as my pants and boxers were torn to shreds from the growth and change. Usually the transformation was... child friendly, but because I had control, this time I just let it be, letting myself be naked in a sense. 

"Look at you... my handsome man~" Mipha smirked, kissing my cheek and moving her hands to my chest as my black and gold eyes stared at her. She was too good for me.

"I'm ready, Hunter..."
"Alright... same as before, say 'Pancake' or 'stop', and I'll do it" I confirmed with her, before I let the feelings in me run wild and got her onto the bed.

This will be fun.

And now you are safe, you made it! Hurray!

We laid there in bed, Mipha had used magic to do all the aftercare, so neither of us needed cleaned up or anything along those lines. I was back to normal, the two of us under the covers, panting for breath.

"Wow... t-that was... magical..." I huffed, my chest rising and falling sharply. Mipha had been quiet after reaching her end shortly after I did, I was worried... I was worried she'd wanted me to stop but never told me.

"Mipha... are you alright? I didn't over do it did-"
"That was amazing... that's... t-that's what that was supposed to feel like... it was so different... I feel refreshed- and... Oh my T-Titan" she started crying, though the tears were happy ones. I pulled her to me, cuddling her and holding her to me.

"I love you, and I am so unbelievably proud of you and how you've healed and grown" I kissed the top of her head over and over as she cried, letting herself finally turn the page in that book and move forward.

"Any chance we just made a baby there? You seemed to have had a lot of... y'know" she laughed, hugging me back and squeezing as I felt embarrassed. I had been pretty pent up so I'd be surprised if she didn't get pregnant after what we just did.
"I have no clue, guess time will tell" I laughed, the two of us just comfortable in eachothers warmth and presence. 

"I'm proud of you too... the harpy isn't a monster-"
"And I discovered you have a biting kink, and a-"
"Pancake"
"Sorry" I chuckled, feeling her shake with laughter before she yawned, letting me rub her back. She got one hand out from under the blankets and made a spell circle, the lights turning off and the fan in the room turning on as white noise so Mipha and I could sleep. 

"I love you Meephs... let's get some rest" she nodded against my chest, humming in response. She'll make little hums in a certain pitch that I knew was her humming "I love you". She's so quirky and cute, I love her to bits.
I closed my eyes, making sure she felt secure as I rubbed her back. Soon enough, we were both asleep, and onto day 4 of our honeymoon.

We stan safe words in this household.
We also love ourselves consent. 
Woo!