Waiting For You/ Chanlix

eleven

Chan:
are you awake?

Hyunjin:
yeah why is everything okay?

Chan:
I made a friend here at this coffee
shop

and he made it kinda obvious that
he was interested in me

and i kept trying to push him away
beacause my heart will always belong
to Minho

but it started getting really difficult

and it turns out he has the same tattoo
as me and Minho

and I don't know what to do

Hyunjin:
Chan you know Minho doesn't
want you to spend the rest of your
life mourning

if you found someone else
with the same tattoo

don't you think that means smth?

Chan:
I know he wouldn't but it
feels wrong

it feels like i'm cheating

Minho still has my heart

and i can't give it to someone
else yet

Hyunjin:
then just don't rush things

get to know him as a friend

i'm sure he will understand that
you're still struggling

Chan:
but that's a lot to ask of
someone when i don't think
i'll ever be able to move on

i know Minho wouldn't want me to
mourn

and that's not the point

i had so many good memories with him
and i feel like they're gonna start
fading if i fall in love with someone
else

Hyunjin:
Minho's mom found his journal

she said was asking me about you
today bc she wants you to have it

i'm assuming because it says a lot of
things about you

you will have that and I know
you won't forget about him

you guys loved each other

there's no rush to do anything though

just take your time

Chan:
can you get her to mail it to me?

Hyunjin:
of course

Chan:
thank you Hyunjin

goodnight

Hyunjin:
goodnight talk to you soon

i miss writing a lot :(