Y/n Diaz, the new rookie

I cant tell you.

you wake up with absolutely no energy and decide to shower. you look at yourself in the mirror

"god why am i so fat." you ask yourself
"ugh whatever"
you finish your shower and get changed and do your makeup. you make your way towards your door and leave
Lucy: "hey how come you weren't answering your phone last night?"
Y/n: "oh i fell asleep when i got home."
Lucy: "ohh alright."
you guys walk to roll call together and sit down. Grey talks and then lets you go
Lopez: "go get the war bags i'll be right back"
Y/n: "okay."
you get the war bags and see Angela waiting next to the shop
Y/n: "Jesus christ you scared me"
L: "let's go"
you get in the shop and drive around before sitting at a corner on the side of the road
L: "So, i hear you went home to sleep?"
Y: "Yeah sorry i ditched you.. i was just really tired."
L: "it's alright, we still up for tonight?"
Y: "yep."
you guys see someone speed past and drive up behind them and turn your lights and sirens on
Driver: hi ma'am was i speeding?"
Y: "Yes sir you were. license and registration please?"
he hands you his license and registration and nothing is expired or bad on it
Y: "alright sir here you go we're going to let you off with a warning."
Driver: "thank you, have a lovely day.
you and Angela walk off to the shop and drive back to where you were
A: "you okay? you seem upset."
Y: "yeah i'm fine." you lie hoping she won't see right through it
A: "Y/n i'm a cop. you know you can't lie to cops."
Y: "It's nothing really, i'm fine."
A: "alright. whatever you say. let's go get some lunch."
Y: "Okay."
you drive to the food truck you went to yesterday and get Angela's food but don't get yourself any
Y: "Here's your food."
A: "Thanks, where's yours?"
Y: "oh uh i'm not hungry.."
A: "okay.."
you walk away and go sit with lucy and jackson
A: "you think she's okay? she seems upset and now she's not hungry?"
Bradford: "I don't know she's not my rookie."
Bishop: "Maybe she's just not hungry Angela."
Angela: "i don't know.."
Lucy: "where's your food Y/n?"
Y/n: "oh i'm not hungry."
Lucy: "you sure? you can have some of my wrap if you want?"
Y/n: "i said i'm not hungry!! just leave me alone!"
Lucy and jackson go silent and you walk away towards your shop
Angela: "still think it's nothing?"
Bishop: "Okay maybe it's something."
Angela: "i'm gonna go check on her."
Angela walks over to the shop and sees you crying
A: "what's wrong?"
Y: "it's nothing."
A: "well clearly it's something Y/n."
Y: "it's nothing just leave me alone!"
A: "Y/n, what's going on. talk to me like i'm your friend."
Y: "you sure you wanna hear?"
A: "yes. talk to me i can help."
Y: "I can't i'm sorry.."
A: "are you sure?"
Y: "yeah.."
A: "alright wanna go?"
* you nod your head and Angela drives away*

*time skip to after shift*
A: "hey you still coming?"
Y: "right, yeah of course."
A: "alright i'll meet you at the bar down the road in a few minutes."
*you nod your head and go to your car and park in the parking lot of the bar*
A: "want to get some drinks?"
Y: "duh why else would we be here?"
*you guys laugh and walk up to the bar*
Bar tender: "hi what can i get for you guys?"
A: "i'll take two shots of tequila and a glass of vodka please!"
Y: "same for me please!"
Bar tender: "coming right up!"
* after about an hour you and Angela are already drunk and decide you should walk home*
Y: "hey you wanna come over?"
A: "yeah sure"
*you guys get to your house and fall asleep as soon as you hit the bed*

A/n
thank you for reading! i know this chapter was a lot shorter than the last one and sorry for that!
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