Y/n Diaz, the new rookie

i don't like you anymore

⚠️TW: mentions of suicide attempt, self-harm⚠️

you start to wake up and decide to shower. you get in the shower and wash your body with Angela's coconut body wash. when you're done showering you turn it off and change into some grey sweats and a black long sleeve crop top.

A: "morning." she groans
Y: "morning" you smile slightly
A: "how did you sleep?"
Y: "i slept pretty good. that bed is really comfy."
A: "that's good." she smiles
W: "morning ladies"
Y: "good morning sir." you laugh
A: "he's my sir. not yours." she laughs
W: "hey no arguing over me. i get to pick who my lady is."
A: "and who might you pick?" she death stares him
W: "i pick...... Angela."
Y: "good one. she was going to kill you."
A: "i sure was." she laughs
Y: "i'm gonna go home now. thank you guys for letting me stay here. i really appreciate it."
W: "no problem."
A: "yeah. anytime you need anything. call me."
Y: "thanks." you smile

you say your goodbyes and walk out the door and get into your car. you drive home and start to think about Tim. when you get home you text him.

Timothy 🤭❤️

Timmmm-
9:37am
I miss you.-
9:43am
Tim?-
10:01am
Tim please answer me.-
10:10am

you turn off your phone and start to think the worst
*what if he doesn't love me anymore?*
you start to cry thinking he doesn't love you anymore. you here your phone ding and look at it. it's Tim!

Timothy 🤭❤️

-sorry. what's up?

i just miss you.-

-oh okay.

is something wrong?-
seen

*are you fucking kidding me? he left me on seen. he doesn't love me anymore..*

do you still love me?-
i'm sorry Tim.-
seen
*what the fuck.*

Tim i know you can see this.
if you don't love me anymore
then just say so. i'm not gonna
be mad. i just wanna know the
truth. -

-fine. i don't love you anymore Y/n.

okay. thank you for telling me.-
seen

*you start to cry and just sit in a ball on your couch when you text Lucy.

Luce ❤️

hey could you come over?-

-yeah of course. what's up?

i'll tell you when you get
here. also Angela might
be coming to. idk yet tho.-

-alright. will you be okay
for about 15 mins?

yeah. thank you.-

*you then text Angela*

Angela ❤️

hey could you come over?-

-yeah of course.
-i'll be there in 20.

thank you.-

*you turn your phone off and keep crying. soon enough you hear a knock at your door.

L: "hey- what's wrong? what happened?"
Y: "i-" you get interrupted by Angela walking up to the door
A: "what happened Y/n/n?"
Y: "c-come sit.."

you go sit down on the couch and Lucy and Angela follow.

L: "what happened?"
Y: "T-Tim, he- he doesn't love me anymore.." you start to cry more. Lucy and Angela come over and just hug you. you stay like that for a few minutes before they let go.

A: "i'm going to his house. who's coming?"
Y: "me."
L: "me. i wanna bitch slap him."
A: "he's gonna be a bitch if you do that. but you do you girl."
L: "i don't care. he's literally a bitch."
Y: "i'll slap him."

you guys walk out to Angela's car and drive to Tim's. when you get there you all get out and walk up to his door. you're standing in the middle of Angela and Lucy when he opens the door.
Y: "SCREW YOU!" you slap him in the face and walk away
L: "you really hurt her."
T: "i-"
A: "shut your fucking mouth. I TOLD HER YOU WERE A GOOD GUY TIM! WHAT THE FUCK!"
L: "seriously man. you fucking broke her heart. she really loved you."
T: "i know- it's just, she's too hard to handle.."
A: "ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME TIM?"
L: "wow Tim." she sighs
T: "i know that sounds bad but she called you Ang. not me. like she said."
A: "so that's what this is fucking about?"
Y: "JESUS CHRIST TIM. I CALLED HER BECAUSE SHE KNOWS WHAT IVE BEEN THROUGH."
T: ...
Y: "you know what? screw you Tim. i fucking hate you." you walk away and Angela and Lucy follow.
you start crying once you get in the car
A: "you did good." she smiles
Y: "i fucking hope that slap hurt. i was gonna kick him in the nuts but then i didn't want to."
L: "it looked like it hurt." she laughs
Y: "good."
Angela drives back to your house and drops you and Lucy off.
Y: "thank you."
A: "no problem." she smiles
you walk into your house with Lucy and just plop onto the couch and cry
L: "you're gonna be okay Y/n."
Y: "no! i'm not going to be okay Lucy!"
L: "but you don't know that."
Y: "but i do. every time i get broken up with i get worse."
L: "maybe it won't be like that this time."
Y: "it's going to be like that."
L: "you'll be okay." she smiles and hugs you
Y: "thank you Lucy."
L: "of course. i should get going though, we have work tomorrow."
Y: "right."
L: "i'll see you tomorrow Y/n." she smiles and leaves
you sigh and go to your room and change into pjs when you hear your phone ding

Tim

-i'm sorry.

*you have been blocked by this number*

Tim's POV:
she blocked me, why. why did i do this to myself.
i sigh and put my phone down and look at the knife in my hand. if she has to suffer then i do too. i start to cut my wrist a little but i decided to stop because i can't end up doing this whenever i get pissed off or upset.

Y/n's POV:
"i blocked him. thank god."
you finally decide to go to bed and take your makeup off and undo your hair. you get in bed and just stare at the ceiling and eventually fall asleep.

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