Y/n Diaz, the new rookie

getting better

⚠️TW: mentions of eating disorder, self-harm⚠️

the next morning when you wake up you have 6 missed calls and a bunch of unread texts from Lucy and a bunch of unread texts from Angela

Luce ❤️

*missed call from Luce ❤️*
7:43pm
-Y/nnn answer your phone
7:50pm
*missed call from Luce ❤️*
*missed call from Luce ❤️*
-Hellooooo
8:33pm
*missed call from Luce ❤️*
-bro are you alive?
-don't answer that you better
be.
8:45pm
*missed call from Luce ❤️*
*missed call from Luce ❤️*

yes i'm alive Lucy.-
good morning-

-jesus. you scared me

i was tired 🤷🏼‍♀️-
anyways what were you
calling about?-

-oh never mind that.

okay-

*you turn off your phone and just lay in bed when you hear a knock on your door. you go open it*

Y: "Sarge? what are you doing here?"
G: "Lopez called me. said you weren't answering your phone. she was worried."
Y: "shit." you mumble
G: "anyways, you good?"
Y: "yep.." you lie
G: "alright. just making sure you're alive."
Y: "well i am." you weakly smile
G: "okay i'll see you tomorrow." he smiles
he walks away and you close the door and grab your phone

*8 unread texts from Angela ❤️*
"shit." you mutter

Angela ❤️

- can you come over for drinks?
9:27pm
-Y/nnnn
10:05pm
*missed call from Angela ❤️*
10:17pm

-helloooo
8:13am
-i'm calling Grey to do a welfare check.
8:26am
-Y/n he's coming to your house.
8:30am
-seriously where are you
8:37am
-i'm glad you're okay.
8:58am
-Y/n text me back please.
9:03am

i'm fine. can you stop texting me-

-what's your problem?

you're my fucking problem.-
you call our sergeant to come
to my house? like what the fuck
were you thinking? i'm so done
with your bullshit Angela. leave me
be.-

-if that's what you want. then fine.
seen

*im so fucking done with her shit. why can't she leave me alone?!*

you throw your phone across the room and just sit on your couch and cry. you walk to your bathroom and grab your blade. you start to cut your wrists but then you hear another knock on your door

Y: "GO AWAY!" you scream and walk to your living room
T: "let me in."
Y: "NO! LEAVE ME HERE TO DIE!"
T: "Y/n let me in."
you finally go and open the door and just walk back to your bathroom leaving Tim standing at your door.
T: "where are you going?"
Y: "none of your fucking business!" you slam the bathroom door shut
you start to cut your wrists again when there's a knock at the bathroom door
Y: "GO THE FUCK AWAY!"
T: "let me in."
Y: "OH MY FUCKING GOD TIM. WHAT DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND ABOUT GO AWAY?!"
T: "i understand it but im not leaving until you tell me what's going on."
Y: "im not talking to you. you killed me."
T: "fine i'll leave."
Y: "good."

Tim's POV:
when i leave i call Lucy to come and talk to Y/n. i know she won't talk to me but she'll talk to Lucy for sure.

*on the phone with Lucy*
T-Chen.
L-Tim. what's up?
T- i need you to talk to Y/n. she won't talk to me
L- well no shit she won't talk to you. you killed her.
T- Chen.
L- i'll talk to her.
T- good. bye.

when i hangup i drive home

Y/n's POV:

you hear another knock at your door but ignore it and keep cutting. they knock again and you pull down your sleeves and go answer the door. it's Lucy.

L: "hey.."
Y: "let me guess. Tim called you, told you i won't talk to him."
L: "you guessed it. what's going on? you're worrying a lot of people Y/n/n."
Y: "i know.."
L: "talk to me.. please?"
Y: "okay.. come sit."
you go sit down and Lucy sits next to you.
L: "talk. i won't talk i'll just listen."
Y: "okay.. it's Tim and Angela. they've just been pissing me off so much recently. especially Angela. she literally called sergeant Grey to come do a welfare check because i wasn't answering her. and then Tim, he fucking killed me. HE RUINED ME LUCY! HE FUCKING BROKE ME!
i'm just so done with everyone's shit. i'm so fucking done." you start to cry
L: "hey, hey look at me.you're going to get through this. i'll be there very step of the way, no matter what." she smiles and hugs you
Y: "thank you Lucy. i really appreciate this.. i'm sorry for venting.."
L: "don't be sorry. it's Tim's fault anyway."
Y: "god. what's not his fault?" the blood from your cuts starts to seep through your sleeves but you don't notice
L: "literally. Y/n, have you cut yourself recently?" she notices the blood on your sleeves
Y: "what?" you look down at your sleeves and look back up at Lucy
L: "let me see. i'll clean them for you."
you show her your wrists and she gets up to get cleaning stuff. she finishes cleaning them and puts bandages on both of your wrists.
Y: "i'm sorry." you look down
L: "don't be." she hugs you
Y: "can you stay the night?"
L: "of course. why don't we go out for some dinner?"
Y: "that sound fun" you smile
you and Lucy walk out the door and get into her car. you pick a restaurant by the water and go in.
L: "hi, table for two please?"
W: "follow me!"
you follow the waitress. you and Lucy sit down at the table.
W: "can i get you anything to drink?"
Y: "i'll take an iced tea please."
L: "i'll take water please."
W: "alright."
you look at the menu and decide to get a spaghetti. you're so happy to finally be getting better with your eating. the waitress comes back with your drinks
W: "are you guys done with the menus?"
Y: "yes ma'am."
W: "great what can i get for you?"
L: "i'll take a spaghetti please."
Y: "same for me please."
W: "coming right up."
L: "i'm glad you're getting better with your eating Y/n." she smiles
Y: "me too." you smile
a few minutes later the waitress comes back with your food
W: "alright i have two spaghetti's"
L: "thank you!"
Y: "thanks."
you both eat your food
W: "alright who's taking the bill?"
Y: "me please."
L: "i'll pay."
Y: "rock, paper, scissors?"
L: "you know it."
you end up winning rock paper scissors and pay
L: "you really didn't have to pay Y/n."
Y: "well i wanted to." you smile. you see Angela and Wesley out of the corner of your eye and they're staring at you. you stop walking
L: "what?"
Y: "Wesley and Angela are staring at us.."
L: "oh my god. just keep walking."
Y: "fine. i just wanna know why they're staring at us."
you walk to Lucy's car and drive to Lucy's house to get some of her overnight stuff. when she's done packing she drives back to your house.
Y: "thanks for staying the night."
L: "of course. anytime." she smiles

you both fall asleep

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