Y/n Diaz, the new rookie

i like you Tim

⚠️TW: mentions of abuse and rape, eating disorder⚠️

*you knock on the door*
T: "hey! come in"
Y: "thanks for inviting me."
T: "of course anytime." he smiles
T: "you want anything to eat or drink?"
Y: "um could i have some water? nothing to eat please."
T: "yeah sure."
Y: "thanks!"
*he goes to get your water and comes back*
T: "here you go"
Y: "thank you"
T: "so, how are you doing?"
Y: "i'm uh- i'm doing good.." you lie
T: "you sure?"
Y: "yeah" you smile weakly
*you guys sit in the living room and watch a movie*
T: "you wanna stay the night?"
Y: "um- i- um.."
T: "you don't have to i'm just asking."
Y: "i'm sorry, i'm just not really comfortable um- staying the night with guys anymore.."
T: "what do you mean 'anymore'?"
Y: "um, promise you won't judge or anything?"
T: "of course not."
Y: "okay um.. basically the other night i- i went on a date with a guy and we um- we went to his hours and he- he raped me and h-hit me.."
T: "why wouldn't you tell me? you know i care about you Y/n."
Y: "i-i'm sorry. he- he told me not to tell or her would kill me.."
T: "but you told Angela."
Y: "because it got to the point where i was spiralling and couldn't take it anymore."
T: "oh, i'm sorry."
Y: "it's alright it wasn't your fault."
T: "did you beat the guys ass atleast?"
Y: "oh fuck yeah. i kicked him right in the nuts."
T: "ouch."
Y: "oopsie" you shrug and laugh
T: "you're a really nice girl nobody as nice as you deserves that. in fact no one deserves it."
Y: "yeah well there's still rapists out there.. anyways changing the subject, i guess i'll stay the night." you smile
T: "okay you want the the bed? i can sleep on the couch"
Y: "i'm not that bitchy take your bed Tim."
T: "you sure? this couch really isn't that comfortable."
Y: "yeah i'm sure, unless you want company?" you smirk
T: "i would love some company" he smiles
*you guys head to the bedroom and lay down on his bed*
Y: "yep glad i'm not on that couch, is this memory foam!?"
T: "yes it is."
Y: "god very glad i'm not on that couch." you laugh
T: "i'm glad you're not either" he smiles and kisses you on the cheek
you turn your head and kiss him on the lips then smirk
Y: "goodnight, Timothy" you laugh quietly
T: "Timothy, seriously."
Y: "hey man wasn't me."
T: "Angela?"
Y: "yes sir."
T: "i swear she hates me." he laughs
Y: "your name in her phone is actually Timothy"
T: "oh for god sakes."
Y: "goodnight Tim." you smile
T: "goodnight Y/n" he smiles back and gently kisses your lips

in the morning you wake up to Tim not in bed anymore and wonder where he went
Y: "Tim? where are you?"
T: "right here" he smiles and comes up behind you hugging your waist and you jump
Y: "jesus christ you scared the shit out of me"
T: "oops" he shrugs and laughs
you turn around to see him shirtless and smirk
Y: "well good morning to me!" you laugh and kiss him
T: "good morning" he smiles
Y: "your bed is really fucking comfy i slept so good"
T: "well that's good. you want breakfast?"
Y: "uh sure.."
T: "what do you want? i can make whatever"
Y: "just some eggs maybe?" you smile weakly knowing your gonna have to try not to throw it all up
T: "alright coming right up!" he smiles and laughs
*he makes you eggs and puts them on a plate and hands it to you*
Y: "why thank you kind sir." you laugh
T: "no problem." he sits beside you and you lean your head on him while playing with your food
Y: "you know i could get used to this. us."
T: "me too." he smiles
Y: "Tim, i like you. like a lot, and i know you're probably not up for it but would you go on a date with me Timothy?"
T: "only if you don't call me Timothy."
Y: "ughhhh but i love calling you thattt"
T: "well then no date." he smirks
Y: "fineee i'll stop calling you Timothy.."
T: "great, it's a date!" he smiles
T: "you gonna eat that?"
Y: "yeah just not feeling too well.." you lie
T: "well i could always make something else if you would like."
Y: "no it's fine i can eat it. eggs are my favourite."
T: "alright."
*you take a few bites of your eggs then run to the toilet and start to throw up*
T: "woah, hey you okay?" he says whilst holding you hair back
Y: "yeah i'm fi-" you start to throw up again
T: "i don't think you're fine."
Y: "it's normal for me at this point. i can't keep food down very well.."
T: "what do you mean 'it's normal for you'?"
Y: "i throw up a lot."
T: "oh. ohhh."
Y: "yeah.. did you forget?"
T: "yeah.. kinda, i'm sorry."
Y: "don't be. again, not your fault."
T: "i guess. you good now?"
Y: "yeah"
*you go back out to the kitchen and grab a glass of water for yourself*
T: "so, how long have you had an eating disorder? i'm sorry to ask i'm just curious."
Y: "i've had it since i was 16.."
T: "10 years..? that's a long time."
Y: "yeah but it just comes and goes, like it comes back when i think i'm fat and uh- decide to starve myself and it goes away once i get my eating habits better."
T: "it makes sense but it doesn't at the same time."
Y: "exactly."
T: "you're not fat Y/n. your body is perfect the way it is and you're beautiful. don't let anyone tell you otherwise."
Y: "thank you Tim." you smile and hug him
T: "of course. just remember that." he smiles and kisses you
*you guys sit on the couch and watch a movie, you lean your head against his chest and listen to his breathing and heartbeat. it's so soothing that you fall asleep on him*

Tim's POV:
I love her so much. i think i'm going to ask her out tonight on our date, i don't know if she'll say yes but we'll see. i hope she says yes. i want to spend the rest of my life with her.
i look down and see she fell asleep. god she's so cute. i pick her up bridal style and realize how light she is.
*oh my god how could someone be this light?*
i put her down in my bed and put the blanket over top of her and leave my room to call Angela.

A-Tim? what's up?
T-It's about Y/n.
A-what's wrong?
T-she's too light. i picked her up to put her in my bed and it just felt like i was holding a piece of paper. Ang i'm worried..
A-she has an eating disorder Tim. she thinks she weighs too much but in reality she weighs too little.
T-i guess so.. but how could a person her age be that light?
A-i don't know Tim.. i'm really trying to help her but it just won't work. i really think she's at her breaking point.
T-what do you mean by breaking point?
A- i mean that she sees no way out of this dark place she's in Tim. she thinks there's no way of getting better when there really is.
T- oh, so your saying she doesn't think she can get better..?
A- yes Tim, that is what i'm saying.. i'm sorry.
T- it's okay Ang. thank you.
A- anytime. call me if you need anything.
T- thanks, bye.
A-bye.

i make a cup of coffee and sit on the couch debating if i should ask her out or not.

Y/n's POV:
you wake up and realize your in Tim's bed again and walk out to the kitchen while rubbing your eyes
Y: "did you put me in your bed?"
T: "yeah. you look so cute when you're sleeping." he smiles. god i love his smile
Y: "thanks. how long was i out for?"
T: "probably about 25 minutes."
Y: "god it felt way longer than that."
T: "i don't know i just looked down from the movie and you were sleeping."
Y: "mhm, makes sense i fall asleep a lot while watching movies."
T: "anyways, i made a reservation at this diner downtown. you can go home and get ready if you want."
Y: "will do. send me the address and time. i'll be there." you smile
T: "alright see you later" he smiles back

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