Y/n Diaz, the new rookie

its not her fault.

⚠️TW: eating disorder, small amount of smut⚠️

L: "sooo how is it? dating each other?
Y: "it's-"
T: "none of your business Chen." he puts his arm around your waist
L: "fine." you crosses her arms signalling that she's pissed
Y: "i'm gonna go to the washroom."
L: "me too."

you both walk out of the room and walk far enough away to where they can't hear you from the break room

Y: "it's fucking amazing. like- the other day i woke up and he just showed up behind me and i turned around and HE WAS SHIRTLESS!!" you whisper yell the last part
L: "dude. no way."
Y: "yes way. he's so fucking hot."
L: "convince him to be less hard on me. like i think it's actually starting to affect me."
Y: "in what way?"
L: "i don't know.. i've just been feeling the need to workout more and not eat as much.. i think it's coming back.."
Y: "you can't go back down that path again Luce.."
L: "i know, i'm really trying not to.. but it's just so hard."
Y: "have you eaten today?"
L: "no.." she says and you frown
Y: "you have to eat Luce. i'll get you some food, come on."
L: "no its-"
Y: "no buts. you're eating."
L: "fine.." she frowns

you go to the vending machine and buy her a small bag of her favourite chips.

L: "you really didn't have to buy me this."
Y: "i did Lucy, you have to eat. like Grey told me, you're a cop for heavens sake you need to eat."
L: "oh god." she laughs
Y: "yeah. let's go back to the break room."

you walk back to the break room and sit on Tim's lap, he puts his hand around your waist and you smile and kiss his forehead

A: "you guys are so cute."
Y: "shut uppp" you start to blush and cover your face
L: "Y/N'S BLUSHING!!!" she laughs
Y: "i am not!"

you see Lucy checking the calories on the chip bag you bought her and kick her leg. she lifts her head and give you a 'what the fuck was that for?' look

A: "you good Lucy?"
L: "mhm. all good."

Tim looks at you with a confused look and you mouth "i'll tell you later" he nods

your lunch is over and you and Angela go back to your shop

A: "what's up with Lucy?"
Y: "it's nothing.." you frown
A: "alright."

you guys get a few calls and go back to the station because your shift is over. you spot Lucy walking into the change room just as you're about to leave

Y: "hey Luce can i talk to you?"
L: "yeah what's up?"
Y: "next time i buy you food from the vending machine I'm covering the calories. i don't want you to be checking calories Lucy."
L: "i'm sorry.. it- it's just a habit at this point.."
Y: "Lucy.. how long have you been eating less..?"
L: "um- about a month.. or two.."
Y: "Lucy you need to try and eat better.."
L: "you can't talk Y/n.. you've been struggling with your eating for 5 months.."
Y: "right.."

you walk out of the change room upset that you're just now realizing that you didn't know how long you've been struggling but your best friend did
T: "you okay?"
Y: ...
T: "Y/n?"
you snap out of your thoughts and realize Tim is standing right in front of you
Y: "huh? yeah i'm good." you weakly smile
T: "alright. what was going on with Chen earlier?"
Y: "could i come over for the night?"
T: "yeah of course." he smiles
Y: "i'll tell you when we get to your house."

he nods and you walk to your car and hear someone call your name

L: "Y/n!"
Y: "what is it Lucy?" you say plainly
L: "i'm sorry."
Y: "it's alright i didn't mean to walk out like that i was just upset that i didn't realize i was struggling for so long.."
L: "i'm sorry for making you upset.."
Y: "it's okay Lucy. anyways i'm going to Tim's in a few minutes and i'm gonna talk to him about being less hard on you."
L: "thank you Y/n, you really don't know how much this means to me."
Y: "anytime Luce. you can talk to me if you ever need anything."
L: "thanks" she smiles

you get in your car and drive to Tim's house
when you get there you park in his driveway and walk in the door
T: "what took so long?" he rolls his eyes and laughs
Y: "sorry i was talking to Lucy."
T: "oh yeah, what's going on with her?"
Y: "i want to talk to you about going easier on her.. i know you're usually hard on your rookies but Lucy is struggling."
T: "what do you mean struggling?"
Y: "her uh- her eating disorder is coming back.."
T: "what does this have to do with me?"
Y: "it came back like a month or two ago she said."
T: "okay but still, what does this have to do with me?"
Y: "Tim.. you've been going extra hard on her the past two months, that's when it all started.."
T: "So you're telling me that i should go less hard on her because she has an eating disorder?"
Y: "it's not her fault Tim."
T: "so you're saying it's mine?"
Y: "what- no! i'm not saying it's anyone's fault.."
T: "okay. i'll go less hard on her. but only because you asked me to. tell her i'm sorry for making her feel this way. i feel bad."
Y: "you should. she says she gets triggered when she goes boot shopping!" you laugh
T: "you're kidding?"
Y: "nope."
T: "alright then.. i'm gonna go shower. you can do whatever."
Y: "alright. have a good shower" you laugh
T: "will do thank you mrs."

you laugh and he walks away. you think about joining him and you decide to. you open the bathroom door quietly and close it again, you take your clothes off and open the shower curtain and see him standing there letting his body get wet
T: "jesus christ. why hello to me!" he smirks at you being naked
Y: "hello to me as well."

you start to makeout, as the kiss deepens you can feel his hardness gain on your stomach

Y: "happy to see me?" you laugh
T: "yes ma'am" he turns off the shower and you frown
T: "come with me" he smirks

you follow him to his bedroom and he shuts the door

Y: "what-" he cuts you off by kissing you and hugging your waist
T: "you wanna do this?"
Y: "yeah i'm ready."

you lay down on the bed

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IM NOT WRITING SMUT!! IM SORRY