Y/n Diaz, the new rookie

Grey finds out

⚠️TW: mentions of suicide attempt, eating disorder⚠️

*you wake up and see Tim sitting on his phone*
Y: "mmm, good morning handsome" you smile and kiss him
T: "good morning gorgeous"
you get up and decide you should probably go home and get some actual clothes so you're not wearing a dress or Tim's clothes to work
Y: "i think i'm gonna go home so i can get actual clothes, you know so i'm not wearing a fancy ass dress or your clothes to work."
T: "aw okay, i'll see you at the station"
Y: "i'm sorryyyy" you frown
T: "it's alright. go home and get ready."

you kiss him and leave with your dress on and drive home to get ready. once your done your makeup and changed you head out the door and drive to work. once you get there you go to the change room and spot Angela

A: "sooo? how was the date with Tim!?"
Y: "it was so good, i stayed the night at his house last night, he also asked me to be his girlfriend!" you whisper the last part
A: "OH MY GOD!!" she whisper yells
Y: "i know!! im so happy!!"
A: "i'm proud of you girl!!"

you get into your uniform and walk out to see Tim waiting for you

T: "hi"
Y: "hii"
T: "you ready for roll call?"
Y: "as always!"
A: "hey lovebirds let's go!"
T: "shut up we're coming."
Y: "be nice dickhead!" you hit him playfully

you walk to the roll call room and sit down with Lucy and Jackson

Grey explains the day and dismisses you

A: "go get the war bags." she says plainly
Y: "okay. you good?"
A: "yeah fine."

you go get the war bags and wonder what's going on with Angela. you get the war bags and walk to the shop and put them in the trunk and get in the passenger side

Y: "what's going on with you?"
A: "Wesley uh- he-" she tries to spit out the word but can't
Y: "Ang what's going on?"
A: "he- i walked into the house and saw his pain meds and whiskey and uh.. i asked him if he was trying to kill himself and he just said i don't know.."
Y: "oh my god.."
A: "would you be able to talk to him maybe??"
Y: "i mean i don't know him very well but maybe.."
A: "can we stop by my place and see if he's there?"
Y: "yeah of course."

Angela drives to her house and parks on the road
Y: "are you sure about this?"
A: "yeah i need someone to talk to him.. he won't talk to me."

you walk in the house and see him sitting at the table

A: "Wes?"
W: "hey Ang- who's this?"
A: "this is Y/n, my rookie."
Y: "i'm Y/n. nice to finally meet you, i've heard great things."
W: "i've heard some good things about you as well. what are you guys doing here?"
A: "i wanted you to talk to Y/n about.. what i saw this morning.."
W: "oh.."
Y: "you don't have to.. i think it's a good idea but it's up to you to tell your feelings to a stranger."
W: "i'll uh- I'll do it i guess."
A: "okay i'll sit over there."
Y: "okay let's go somewhere, private?"
W: "yeah.. follow me."

you go to his and Angela's bedroom

Y: "so, i heard what happened.. you know it really upset her that you didn't know if you were trying to.. you know."
W: "i just don't know if i was trying to or not.."
Y: "you know.. i've been in your place once, taking pain meds and alcohol, not knowing if you were trying to kill yourself.."
W: "that's probably why she wanted you to talk to me.."
Y: "yeah she knows everything about me.. the good and the bad. anyways, i went to a therapist because my stupid dad wanted me to because he said 'i need it' but turns out i did, because i found out that i actually was trying to kill myself.."
W: "oh.. so you're saying that it might be that i was actually trying?"
Y: "yeah i am Wesley. i'm not accusing you of anything but have you ever had suicidal thoughts?"
W: "i mean not recently but when i was in high school i was getting bullied and decided i'd had enough of everyone and ended up in the hospital.."
Y: "well that's good that none recently but i'm sorry about the high school situation."
W: "it's alright it wasn't your fault, obviously." he laughs
Y: "i mean you're not wrong" you shrug and laugh