Y/n Diaz, the new rookie

it's getting worse again.

⚠️TW: self-harm, mentions of eating disorders⚠️

Angela's POV:
seriously Y/n? leave me on seen. fuck it i'm going over there.
*i drive to her house wondering what she did to herself probably not wanting to know because it's probably bad so i call Tim*

*on the phone with Tim*

-Tim?
-What's up Ang?
-i-it's Y/n
-what happened?
- we- we had a fight at the station and she walked out a-and then i was texting her and she didn't answer for 2 hours and i think she's done something to herself..
-i'm on my way, what's her address?
-it's 74 lakeshore Drive. please get there as fast as you can.
- i will Ang, you okay to drive?
-y-yeah i'm on my way there now.
-okay see you in a few minutes.
-thank you Tim.
-anytime, bye
-bye.
*Tim and I get to Y/n's house and knock on the door but there's no answer because she probably knows it's me but Tim yells and tells her to answer the door*
T: "Y/n answer the door we know you're in there."
Y: "no! go away."
T: "just open the door or i'll kick it down."
Y: "omg fine!"
*she opens the door*
Y: "what do you want."
A: "i'm worried about you."
Y: "you think i care?"
T: "you should."
Y: "why are you even here."
T: "because i'm worried about you to. just because i'm not your TO doesn't mean i can't be worried."
Y: "god some people are so annoying."
T: "can we come in?"
Y: "why not. you came here and i can't just not let you in?" *god why is she so sarcastic?*

Y/n's POV:
*God i hate people sometimes.*
Y: "you guys want vodka or something? i have beer to."
A: "we're good. Y/n can i ask you something?"
Y: "what is it."
A: "did- did you cut yourself?"
*Tims eyes widen at that moment he realized why they were there*
Y: "I- no.."
A: "now i know that's some straight up bullshit Y/n. i'm not stupid."
Y: "FINE! i did okay? are you happy?"
A: no Y/n i'm not happy. i'm pissed off that you ran off and decided you were going to relapse."
T: "i'm uh- um gonna go.."
A: "stay."
T: "uhm- okay.."
Y: "why does he have to be here knowing all my fucking business?"
A: "because Y/n, like he said, he's worried too."
Y: "now that's bullshit."
T: "it's not. but okay."
A: "he's right Y/n."
Y: "fine you wanna see?"
A: "Y/n i'm-"
*you pull down your pants and lift your sleeves, they see the amount of cuts you did*
A: "Y/n.. w- were you trying to- kill yourself?"
Y: "No! what the fuck makes you think that?"
A: "Y/n there's a lot of cuts.. everywhere."
Y: "i'll be fine. can you just leave now?"
T: "we're not leaving until you tell us why you did this."
Y: "well Angela should already know. she's the reason."
T: ...
A: "Y/N I APOLOGIZED SO MANY FUCKING TIMES!"
Y: "IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES YOU APOLOGIZE ANGELA! YOU TOLD ME I SHOULD QUIT MY JOB!"
A: "I DIDN'T! I JUST TOLD YOU IF IT GETS SO BAD THAT YOU HAVE TO QUIT, I'LL STILL BE THERE FOR YOU!"
T: "guys stop arguing."
Y: "SHUT THE FUCK UP TIM."
A: "LEAVE HIM OUT OF THIS."
T: "Angela we're leaving let's go."
A: "no Tim she's clearly a danger to herself."
Y: "IM NOT A FUCKING DANGER TO MYSELF. CAN YOU JUST GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE?!"
A: "fine. but if you die it's your own fucking fault."
T: "ANGELA! let's go."
Y: ...
*Tim and Angela finally leave and you decide to call Lucy and Jackson over for some drinks*

The best trio ever!

hey guys can you come over?-

L-i can what's up?
J-i cant i'm sorry.

um i'll explain when you get here..

*after about 15 minutes Lucy gets to your house so you let her in*

L: "he- omg what happened!?"
Y: "Angela and Tim happened.."
L: "what did they do ill fucking kill them."
Y: "um- they thought i tried to kill myself.."
L: "Oh, were you?"
Y: "i- i was uh thinking about it.."
L: "Y/n come here.."
*you guys hug and stay like that for a few minutes*
L: "but you didn't actually try, right?"
Y: "no.. but um- i almost took pills.."
L: "i'm glad you didn't. you know i love you right?"
Y: "yeah and i love you too."
L: wanna go kill them with me?"
Y: "no we're gonna get put in jail Lucy."
L: "okay well wanna come argue with them with me?"
Y: "oh fuck yeah. buttt i've had enough arguing tonight I'll just sit in the car and laugh my ass off watching."
L: "okay but i'm gonna argue with my fucking TO for you so you better love me." she laughs
Y: "trust me i love you so much."
*you guys walk to Lucy's car and drive to Tim's house*
L: "Tim open the fucking door!"
T: "what are you doing here Chen it's almost 12am."
L: "why the fuck were you at Y/n's house?"
T: "I can explain."
L: "well then get explaining."
T: "basically, Angela called me and told me that her and Y/n had a fight at the station and that she walked off after and Angela thought that Y/n had done something to herself."
L: "and did she?"
T: ... he nods his head
L: "oh. but apparently, you guys asked her if she was trying to kill herself?"
T: "Angela did."
L: "okay. um very sorry for appearing at your door in the middle of the night.."
T: "you better be sorry."
*Lucy walks back to her car and gets in and explains everything Tim said*
Y: "atleast he was nice."
L: "yeahhh but i'm dead next shift.."
Y: "well shit. FUCK I HAVE TO RIDE WITH ANGELA."
L: "oh shit."
*you guys get to Angela's house and Lucy gets out and knocks on the door*
A: "Lucy? what are you doing here so late at night?"
L: "Y/n."
A: "did something happen? is she okay??"
L: "she's fine. well not really, but physically she's fine. mentally? god knows what's going on inside.."
A: "anyways what's up?"
L: "you asked her if she was trying to kill herself?"
A: "so that's what this is about?"
L: "NO SHIT! she's upset that you thought she was trying to kill herself."
A: "i can't really explain but tell her i'm sorry. please."
L: "you know she's heard enough i'm sorrys from you. she won't want to hear another one."
A: "right. tell her.. ummm.. is she in the car?"
L: "yeah."
A: "can i go talk to her? please.."
L: "fine go ahead.." she sighs
*Angela walks to the car and takes a deep breath before walking up to talk to you*
A: "look Y/n i'm truly sorry. i know asking if you were trying to kill yourself wasn't the right thing to do but i had to ask because it really looked like you were trying to.."
Y: "i'm sorry. for everything Ang.."
A: "don't be sorry all of this is my fault."
Y: "no it's not. none of it's your fault. your not the one that wanted to kill yourself but didn't."
A: "you wanted to..?"
Y: "yeah i had just had enough of arguing and being upset."
*you guys hug and cry into each others arms*
L: "okay we should get going now."
A: "i'll see you guys later" she smiles
*you get back to your house and ask Lucy to stay the night*
L: "did you cut yourself? Tim told me that you pulled down your pants and lifted your sleeves and there was a lot he didn't want to see.."
Y: ...
L: "Y/n you know i'm not the person to judge anyone right?"
Y: "y-yeah i- i did.."
L: "you could've called me Y/n, i would have been here so fast, who the fuck cares if i get a speeding ticket or something i would be here so fucking fast because i love you."
Y: "i love you too. i'm literally gonna start crying."
L: "don't cry because then i'm gonna cry! anyway she should probably go to bed because we have work today.."
Y: "yeah probably" you laugh

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