tw: jealousy, mild angst
~title is from not strong enough by boygenius~
written on: february 24, 2024
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i am always watching
always cheering and supporting and watching
as they cross the finish line and
ace the test and
get the medal and the award and the recognition
i am always watching as they achieve
they work hard
running every day and
studying for hours and
doing it but
i run twice a day and
study for days and days and days and i am
doing it all
they work hard but i work harder
i know i shouldn't feel like this
they deserve it
they deserve it
they deserve it
they deserve it
but why don't i?
YOU ARE READING
poetry by jungenwunder
Поэзияmy old stuff is pretty bad but my newer stuff is much better, please pay attention to when it was written and feel free to start at the end of the book!! i will have trigger warnings at the beginning of chapters when necessary. stay safe, i love you.
