tw: anorexia, binge eating, mentions of calories
written on: may 9, 2021
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I would like to apologize for everything. Yes, that's how I would start the conversation.
And then I would apologize for every skipped breakfast and lunch and dinner,
after which I'd apologize for every ice cube that cracked your teeth,
and then I'd apologize for every time I thought that the sound of chewing gum in your eardrums would drown out the voice in your head,
after which I would apologize for every lie that burned your throat like acid,
and I'd apologize for every time I snapped and shoved every calorie I could find into your mouth until I was sobbing.
Yes, I would like to apologize, if you would let me. Please tell me that you'll let me.
YOU ARE READING
poetry by jungenwunder
Poésiemy old stuff is pretty bad but my newer stuff is much better, please pay attention to when it was written and feel free to start at the end of the book!! i will have trigger warnings at the beginning of chapters when necessary. stay safe, i love you.
