Kalin And Myles: Love Triangle

Chapter 24

-day of the funeral- -Kalin's POV-
I wake up in Morgan's old room and she's still sound asleep beside me and I notice she has a ton of posters up on her walls. She has a whole section of wall dedicated to me and Myles, a section for one direction and 5 seconds of summer, a section of her meet & greet pics, and a section of her personal pictures with family.

I look at the meet and greet pics and it's mostly with me and Myles, it's strange that when those pics were taking she knew almost everything about me but I knew nothing about her other than she was a fan. Little did I know what was gunna happen.
It was her 3rd time meeting us when I feel for her.
I look over at her computer chair and see a Myles jersey and my jersey over Myles'. This girl really liked us.
I forget all the time she started off as a fan.
After I get done scanning her room I remember what today is...the funeral. I'm not ready for this but I have to be as strong as I can for Morgan. She will need it.
I look at the time and notice we only have 3 hours until the funeral starts and I figure I should wake Morgan up to get ready because we are going early.
"Morgan...baby it's time to get up."
I say as I kiss her forehead and shake her a little bit because it's always worked waking her up.
"Why do we have to get up? It's 8"
She doesn't know what today is. She forgot...
"Babe today is the funeral. It starts in 3 hours."
"Oh..." She says as a tear falls from her eye.
"Just let it out Morgan. Just let it out. You'll feel better. Holding the emotions in isnt gunna do anything. I know you're hurting. That's why I'm here. Just let it out."
As I'm saying this more and more tears fall from her eyes until it's full on waterfalls out of her eyes and she's almost screaming.
I just pull her as close as I can to me and just hold her.

After about 45 minutes she's all cried out and I pull away look her in the eyes and give her the sweetest kiss. I just want her to know how much I care for her and I'm here no matter what.

"I love you Morgan and don't ever forget that. But don't you feel better getting that out?"
"Slightly but the pain will always be there because my mom is gone."
"I know but you know what...I bet she's happy right now. She's in a better place. You know?"
"I know I'm just gunna miss her. She's never gunna get to see me get married or see her grandkids."
"Oh but she will be there. Just not visibly. But she will most definitely be there" she tears up when I say this.
"Thank you for that Kalin. I don't know what i would do without you. You make everything better."
"I aim to please Morgan."
She cracks up a little at my reply.
"Thank you again. Because that will probably be the only laugh I get today."
"I'm just trying to keep you in a happy mood as long as I can."

-at the funeral- -Morgan's POV-
I am so lucky to have a boyfriend like Kalin. He did nothing but put a smile on my face this morning, and got me to let out my emotions which made me feel a lot better than holding it in.
But I am not sure how I am gunna handle this funeral.

Kalin is on one side of me and Ryan is on the other side with my dad beside him. Beside Kalin is Myles and Noelle. Myles got here the day after us like he was supposed to.
The whole family is here and also a lot of people I don't know but they knew momma.

The service was good and I cried a little, not a lot but enough.
Now it's time to say goodbye. Next they bury her.
This is the part in gunna lose it.

We're sitting under the tent and someone is saying something but I'm staring at the casket and blocking out all sound. I'm just staring at it.
In no time everyone is getting up and putting a rose on it and I get up and do just that too. Then everyone leaves and I'm still sitting there and after the last person leaves Kalin comes to get me. I just get up and follow him because I know the people have to bury her and he doesn't want me to see that.
"You want to go home?" Kalin asks.
I just nod my head.

When we get home I just run to my room and lay down on my bed.
Soon after I lay down I feel Kalin get in the bed too and cuddle up to me.
We lay like this until we fall asleep. Today was a rough day.