Nerd Alert! (Matthew Espinosa FanFiction)

Chapter 44

~Mae's POV~

You're in love with Matt but seems like he doesn't want you anymore. The text said with a photo attached to it from the anonymous person after the event finished.

The guy's back was facing the camera while the girl's body was presses against his body. Her arms were around his neck. Their lips were attached to each other. I look at the guy in the picture. The hair doesn't look like Matt's hair at all so I can't be sure if this is actually him. Actually, this is not him. I know him better than that. He told me that he will never cheat on me and I trust his words.

These past few weeks, Cameron and I have been hanging out lately due to not having to see each other for 3 years. The other guys, especially Shawn, Gilinsky, and Taylor have been hanging out a lot with me more often. We started to do pretty much everything together and we're getting to know each other a little more. But for Matt and I. I don't even know what's going on between us anymore. We haven't been having hanging out lately and I miss it. We don't talk that much often, we don't cuddle that much often, he doesn't kiss me that much often anymore. I tried kissing him one day but he just turned me down. He kept his hands down to his sides and never kissed me back. I was disappointed of course, but Mahogany, mostly Shawn and Emma, helped me through it by giving me an ice cream trip.

Nash and Emma's relationship are getting really strong. She was invited to Magcon with us for a few stops and since she came here, Nash couldn't get his hands off of her. They also told their followers about them being together. They got hate from each other's followers but they were strong. They didn't mind the hates at all. As long as they're happy with their relationship, no one can tear them apart.

For Matt and I though. I don't think I'm happy with our relationship anymore. His been ignoring my texts and calls. His been hanging out with Carter or other guys a lot more often than me. I tried talking to him but he would always walk away from me. I don't know what's going on between us anymore. I've been having lack of sleep because I'm not used to sleeping alone anymore. He would always be by my side, cuddling and kissing my forehead. That doesn't happen anymore these past few weeks. I missed him. So much. I missed his body pressed against mine. I missed his long tight hugs. I missed his soft pink lips against mine. I missed his tongue fighting dominance against mine. I missed the tingles and the sparks that he always sends me everytime our skin touched. All that never happened this last month. I don't know what's happening anymore. Should I just end it off with him? Because it seems like he doesn't want to be with me anymore.

Maybe that anonymous person was right. Maybe he's sick of me. Maybe he is cheating on me. Maybe he doesn't love me. Maybe he never really loved me. Maybe his not the one for me. Maybe he was never my home. Maybe his actually not my future.

"Mae, are you ok?" I heard someone ask beside me.

I turned around to see Shawn walking beside me. I nodded my head and smiled a little to reassure him that I'm alright.

"Yeah," I said under my breath.

"You're thinking about him, aren't you?" I heard another voice from my other side.

I looked and saw Gilinsky walking with us. I quietly sighed and looked down to my hands. We entered the limo, me going first. I sat down, Gilinsky and Shawn on my both sides. They looked at me, waiting for my answer. I nodded my head again. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes as the limo began to feel with people.

"I just don't know anymore," I said to them and they nodded their head in understanding. "It's been really hard without him by my side."

"We all know that it's hard because you really love him," Shawn said, rubbing my back for comfort.