Nerd Alert! (Matthew Espinosa FanFiction)

Chapter 48

~Mae's POV~

His speech repeated in my head like a song. Those speeches were the sweetest thing any guy had ever said to me. He always knew how to cheer me up. He always knew what to say when I'm feeling down. He always knew what to do to make me smile.

"Mae, I don't care if you annoy me or not, I care about you so much. Yeah, you annoy me sometimes but that's what I love about you. I think it's really cute of you. Everything you do, I love it. Everything you do is cute to me. Mae, if you really need someone to talk, I'll always be here for you no matter what. I'll be here even if I'm not in the mood, even if I'm busy, because you are more important than anything else in this world. I'm putting you first through everything because, Mae, I adore you so much and I love you. God I am so fucking in love with you. I don't know what I would do to myself if I lost you. I'm not ready, Mae, I'm not. I need you, ok? I need you to be in my life forever. I need you in my future."

"I will always want you every day. Even when you're mad at me, even when I irritate you, even when I piss you off, I want you. I want your happy days and I want your 'I don't want to be alive' days. I want you in the morning and I want you in the middle of the night. I want to be the reason you smile and I want to be the reason you're laughing every day and even when you have a sad day, I want to be the one that makes you smile even if it's only for a minute. I want to kiss every inch of your skin and I want to be in your warm loving arms. I want to hold you tight and I want to stay up all night talking to you. I want to fall for you even harder and I want to protect you from all the evil things in the world. I want you every day, every hour, every minute, and every second. And I need you to stay in my life forever."

I'm so in love with him. Like he doesn't even know how much I'm in love with this beautiful young man that I can call mine. Yes, we're young but no one can stop us from feeling this way towards each other. We're kids in love and there was nothing anyone could do about it.

Yes, I was depressed this whole month when Matthew wasn't by my side. But now that I'm back in his arms, I started to feel much better.

The date last night made it all so much better. Matthew got us a private reservation at a really expensive restaurant. I asked him how much this cost him, he just said to me, "The price doesn't matter if I'm going to spend the time with you." Of course, that didn't stop me from my confusion of how much this restaurant cost him. But I didn't let it get to me. We talked, we laughed, we blushed, and we kissed. It was a perfect date, especially when I finally had the time to spend the night with my love.

Then, before we left the beach this afternoon, he picked me up, bridal style. Cameron had Matt's phone, holding it up to take a picture of us. I said I didn't want to take a picture with my bathing suit on because they will see my stretch marks. But he just ignored me and Cameron took the picture anyways. A few minutes after, I saw that Matt posted the picture and the stretch marks on my butt were all shown. I sighed and read his caption: "Yes, my girl have stretch marks but that's one of the reason why I'm in love with her. Happy 4th monthsary, Maekabob!! I love you more than food!"

All his sweetness sometimes makes me think that I don't deserve him. Then I realized, if I really do deserve such a sweet, beautiful man like him, I would be the happiest girl alive. And I am. I finally felt alive after a month of my depression without being with him. I finally felt special after a month of loneliness. I finally felt happy after all the sadness and tears I let out for a month. I had never been this in love with anyone until he came along.

"Hey guys," I shouted to the camera, as Matt and I were making my new video. "Mae here today with my amazing love. And today we are going to be doing..."