Nerd Alert! (Matthew Espinosa FanFiction)

Chapter 47

~Matt's POV~

"How's the date, dude?" Shawn asksed me, as we walked in the private beach early in the morning.

"It's amazing," I smiled at myself, remembering the night last night. "Everything went perfectly. Everything about her is perfect."

"My dude is in love," Cameron shouted, wrapping his arm around my shoulder.

After last night, he finally agreed about Mae and I. It felt good to have his brother's blessings about our relationship. Even if he didn't have our blessings and wanted us to stay away from each other, his threat wouldn't work anyways. I can't leave Mae by herself again. I love her way too much.

Seeing her cry because she thought I hated her, totally broke my heart. I shouldn't have left her by herself for a month. All those days that I thought she was ok, I was wrong, totally wrong. And I so regretted leaving her without my side but I don't regret the thing I did during those days. I couldn't tell anyone yet, only Carter, Shawn, and Gilinsky know. They said it was sweet of me to do that so I'm going to show it to everyone later today.

I looked ahead, seeing the girls laugh together. My eyes focused on my girl, Mae. I watched as her eyes sparkle and her smile reached her eyes. Her cheeks were crimson red but her cheeks last night were darker. My stomach started to fill butterflies, just by looking at her. I have never adored someone so much in my life until I met her. I always found myself smiling everytime I'm thinking about her and talking about/to her. I adored everything about her. God, I feel like a girl. But this is what I'm feeling. Am I really in love with her? Hell, yes, I am!

"Dude, stop looking at her," I heard Nash say, nudging my shoulder.

"I'm sorry," I giggled, shaking my head.

"Just promise me dude that you won't break her, ok?" Cameron said on my other side, concerned in his eyes.

"She's too beautiful to be broken," I replied, looking back at her.

"I wasn't there when she was broken and I'm really glad you were there for here," Cameron frowned, patting my back. "Thank you for keeping my sister happy."

"You're welcome," I responded.

I turned around to look at him, and he was looking at Mae with a concernrd look on his eyes. His look is making me concern, too.

"Dude, you ok?" Nash asked him.

"Didn't she tell you?" Cam asked me.

"Tell me what?" I curiously asked him.

Cameron took my wrist and dragged me away from the guys. We walked towards the water, setting our feet to the wet sand. Silence was thick between us. I don't know what's happening. His concern is making me concern and nervous.

"Mae has been really depressed since you stopped talking to her," Cameron finally said and my eyes widened. "I know, I know. We didn't know until weeks after. It made me worried but she told me that I can't tell you. She said, she doesn't want you to be there just because she's depressed. She doesn't want to be the annoying and obnoxious girlfriend, so she stopped me from telling you. And she also tried to cut herself but I stopped her."

"She was depressed this whole month?" I asked, totally surprised and he nodded his head.

What have I done? I made everything much worse. I thought everything was all fine but it wasn't. My baby's depressed and I don't know if she still is. This was all my fault. Why did I let this happen? To my baby. Oh, my baby was depressed. How didn't I noticed that? Why didn't I feel anything about her feeling? I need to help my baby. I need to make her feel special again.