WANT so BAD | minsung

thirty nine

By the time Felix left the room, he dialed Minho's number immediately. He doesn't really care now if he's busy or whatever. Jisung needs him and he knows Minho's the only one who can take care of him properly.

[What is it? I'm in the middle of a meeting!]

He answered in a whisper and Felix took a deep breath to maintain his posture because for all he knows he's gonna scold his older brother for not picking up immediately.

"Please go home now, hyung. We need you"

[Lix I know whatever that is, you can handle it without me. This is important and I can't just leave abruptly]

"It's Jisung"

[What happened to Jisung?]

That's when Felix realized how much of a green flag his brother is when it comes to Jisung. He could be as loud as he wants to just to be heard when it's about the poor boy.

[Felix answer me right now. What happened to him!?]

"I don't know how to say this because it's just my assumption but I felt this before and I know it. I think... he's having an episode? At first it was all about missing you and wanted to feel you, but now I feel like it's more than that. Hyunjin already gave him a bath after a few days of not doing so and he is alre—

[I'm on my way home. Wait me there]

"Really?"

[Now make sure he's not alone until I come back, okay? Just talk to him and be there for him]

"Okay hyung. Take care"

"Ji? You feel okay now, love?" Hyunjin asked the smaller but all he received was a nod from him. "Should we go out in the living room and watch a movie? Or you wanna stay here in your room and cuddle?"

Still a nod.

"Baby? How is he?" Felix then came in and Hyunjin just half smiled at him and pointed at the now-zoning-out Jisung. "Hyung is on his way home"

"You heard that Ji? Minho hyung is coming home now" and that's when Jisung finally looked at them. "Felix called him and he's on his way back here"

"You told him about me, Lix?" he asked and now Felix was in panic.

"I— uh have— I just told him you need him now" Felix answered and he knew he was lying but he doesn't want to upset him more.

"You know? I was trying not to tell him that because he will worry about me and I don't want that to happen especially when he's working. I know your brother would leave everything behind the moment I say I need him" Jisung stated and Felix just knew he's fucking things up.

"Hyung will get mad at you Ji if you don't tell him what you feel. He will just blame himself more for not having the time for you and that's something you really don't want to happen. You need him so you should tell him" Hyunjin added.

"I'm sorry Jisung. I'm just worried that's why I told him what's happening. I didn't mean to pry, I just want you to be okay" Felix then apologized and shook his head.

"I appreciate your efforts, guys but I'm fine. I mean, I don't feel anything but I feel fine. Thank you really" that's when the two realized about Jisung really having an episode and they didn't want to ask more about it.

"Okay then, do you wanna watch a movie while waiting for hyung?" Hyunjin asked and Jisung nodded.

They all now made their way in the living room and Hyunjin started to play whatever Ghibli movie came up since he knows Jisung loves everything about it.