WANT so BAD | minsung

forty two

"I don't know how to approach him anymore. Everytime I try, he keeps on pushing me away. As if I'll judge him or anything. I'm not gonna do that to him and he needs to trust me too. I just want to hear him and maybe try to be there for him but how am I supposed to do that if he's shutting us all off?" Minho ranted and Felix was confused.

Ever since Minho was home, it seems like he can't get a hold of the younger anymore. He feels like Jisung is getting away from his grasp. He can't read him nor feel like he's existing. They don't even talk anymore. The only thing the younger does right now is to isolate himself and shut everyone off.

"Hyung you know he needs time, right? Every one of us experienced this before and you know exactly how hard it is for him especially he doesn't have anyone whenever this triggers. You have to understand that he's used to be alone whenever this happens" Felix stated and Minho just took a deep breath. "Even though he's not talking, you should know that he needs all of us right now. Not turn our backs on him just because he's silent"

"Babe-

"No. He's the first person I expected to understand Jisung but he's taking it the wrong way, Hyunjin" Felix was actually starting to heat up since Minho was ranting about how he feels about this. "If you can't even handle him in this situation, where he's at a vulnerable state, how are you supposed to think you deserve any of him? You're smarter than this hyung and I don't want to be disappointed in you, but you're making me"

Felix then left and Hyunjin chased after him. Minho was actually having a hard time processing what Felix just said because his emotions are now getting the best of him.

He just sat there and covered his face with his hands. How can he face Jisung now? All he feels is that, the younger doesn't want to open up to him and that he feels useless in this relationship.

"Hyung?" he was fast to look behind him when he heard Jisung. "A-are you okay?"

Jisung was out of his bedroom and Minho was actually not in the mood to talk because he's still hurt about what Felix just said. He's not up to anything right now and he's afraid he'll say things he doesn't mean.

"I'm fine. Just had an argument with Felix and I think I have to calm myself down, but I'm okay" Minho lied. He just doesn't want anything that will go through a conversation. He's really not up for it.

"Do you— uhm do you want to talk about it?" Jisung asked and Minho just shook his head and Jisung noticed he was hesitating to answer so he backed up. "Okay. I'll just go back upstairs"

Then Jisung vanished again. Like he always do. Minho had enough so he also jogged upstairs and walked inside his room not knowing Jisung was hoping he would chase him, but the younger felt alone and lonely, because he saw how Minho went to his room not even sparing his door a glance.

Maybe I pushed him too hard. It's all my fault. Why do I feel sad about it? I pushed all of them away.