WANT so BAD | minsung

seventeen

Jisung then slid his phone inside his pocket and he stood up walking towards the mirror to check himself. His eyes were a little bit puffy and so as his nose. Though overall he just looked like he got himself a good nap and then he fixed his hair and went out.

Felix and Hyunjin were sitting on the dining area, both busy with their phones and Jisung saw Minho outside having a smoke.

"Hi guys" Jisung greeted and immediately both of them put down their phone to avert their attention towards the poor boy. "Do you have anything you want to do for today?"

"Are you sure you don't want to... you know? Be alone for a while?" Hyunjin asked but Jisung just smiled at him and sat beside him. "We can just laze around if you want. Watch movies and eat cheesecake since it's your favorite"

"Can we really just stay here all day? I'm sorry I don't really know how to have fun outside" Jisung pouted and leaned over Hyunjin's shoulder. "I just want to lie down and be with you guys"

"If that's what you want, we'll be happy to join! We can just eat whatever we want and watch whatever we see online. We can also drink if you want" Felix suggested and Jisung chuckled at him.

"You make it sound like I'm really heart broken and in need of alcohol" Jisung responded and all three of them chuckled.

"Why? Are you not?"
"I told you. It's not deep. He's my first ever real crush, that's why I really felt sad. There's nothing more to it"
"Understandable. When my first crush rejected me, I cried for weeks"
"Same. When I found out my first crush was straight, I nearly stopped breathing"

While they are talking, Minho suddenly came in and Jisung sat up awkwardly. Even though he doesn't want to make it obvious, his body wasn't cooperating. He got startled and now he doesn't know if he'll look at the older or just completely ignore him.

"I'm planning to make barbeque tonight and have some drinks for Jisung's arrival. Are you all in?" Minho asked, looking straight at Jisung who is looking at Felix.

"Oh wait barbeque? Can we have some stew on the side? I'm craving!" Hyunjin added and Minho took that answer for a yes.

"I'll probably cook some noodles" Felix responded and Minho turned his attention towards Jisung.

"What about you, Jisung? Do you have anything specific you want to add?" Minho asked and Jisung slowly raised his head to look at the older.

"I'm fine with anything you'll prepare, hyung. I don't have anything in mind" Jisung responded and he busied himself with his phone.

On the other hand, Minho felt like there's something wrong. He just couldn't pinpoint what it is, but he can feel Jisung being distant just now.

"Then will you help me buy the ingredients? I'll make Hyunjin and Felix clean up outside" and now he was waiting for Jisung to decline just to see if his hunch were right.

"I'll just go with you, hyung. Jisung doesn't want to go outside" Hyunjin suddenly responded and Minho looked at Jisung who is now staring at Hyunjin.

"Yeah we'll probably stay to clean. We didn't plan on going out because we just want to laze around as per Jisung's request" Felix added and Minho accepted it. It's either the two knows something is wrong, or they just don't really want Jisung to go out of his way.

"Okay then. I'll go out with Hyunjin and you prepare here"

"Uh hyung? Did you invite Minnie noona for later?" Felix asked and both Hyunjin and Jisung looked at the freckled boy in confusion. "I mean, she's here awhile ago. I just thought I should ask so we know"

"Minnie? I didn't tell her. I only want us four to eat together" Minho replied and swear to god, Jisung could feel his chest tighten just by hearing Minho says Minnie's name.

"Are you two together again? We were shocked to see her here after a while" and now Jisung just wants to vanish instead of hearing Minho's answer.

"Why? Did she tell you we're together again?" Hyunjin and Felix was confused because they didn't even get to talk to Minnie. It's just Jisung who happens to meet her so they looked at him.

"No? We didn't even get to talk to her because you guys were already talking outside when we came downstairs. So? Are you two together again?"

"Since when did you get curious about my lovelife?"

Hyunjin and Jisung were stunned to hear Minho's question and knowing that Felix is his brother, they didn't actually get scared that the two might fight over a question. They just remained silent, waiting for the tension to ease up.

"I don't know, since when did you invite someone over without telling us?" Felix responded and Minho sighed.

"I'm sorry, she didn't even tell me too. She just came and said she wants to talk. It's complicated, but I swear we're not together again" Minho explained and Felix raised his eyebrows.

"Complicated? But not together again? Then there's still something between you two. You are hesitating"

"I don't know. I don't want to talk about it. Let's just prepare for later"