WANT so BAD | minsung

forty three

The next day came and Jisung was getting ready to go out. He was called in the company and he needed to work on a few songs and he has to at least put up a show wherein no one will notice whatever he's going through.

"Ji? Where are you going? It's early" Hyunjin was actually suprised and somewhat happy to see Jisung out of his bedroom again after last night and even getting ready to go out. "You feel okay?"

"Yeah I'm good. I have to go work on a few songs and I got a call from Chan hyung so I atleast have to force myself out" Jisung answered, he's also looking everywhere to see if Minho's around but unfortunately, he's not here. Hyunjin noticed though so he assumed something happened between them last night.

"Did you have an argument with Minho hyung last night? I saw you talking to him and I thought... you know? You were trying to at least be okay with him" Hyunjin was hesitant but he wants to know what actually happened. Knowing Felix was really mad about his brother.

"He told me he had an argument with Felix and I sort of tried talking him out of it but it feels like he doesn't want to so I just backed off. I don't know how big the argument was and I don't want to push it so I thought maybe I'll give him space. Can you try? To be there for him while I'm gone?" that's when Hyunjin realized how wrong Minho is. Last night he was still giving him a benefit of the doubt because he is also exhausted and just wanted Jisung to be okay but right now, he's fucking pissed.

"It's okay. No problem. I'll make sure I'll keep an eye on him. You go to work safely, okay? Call me if you need me" then he pulled him in a hug and Jisung could swear he needed this since last night but can't just tell them. "I'm so proud of you for trying to start your day again. Hell you can annoy me everytime you want just you know I'll be here whenever you want me to"

He broke down. He let a tear escape and Hyunjin realized that. He rubbed Jisung's back and the smaller started with small sobs and Hyunjin was even glad Jisung was letting it all out.

"As much as I want to say that you have to let it all out, I'm afraid you'll be going to work. You're okay you want them to see you puffy?" Hyunjin let out a small chuckle and kept on rubbing Jisung's back.

"It's okay. I'm done anyways. I think the hug made me emotional. I really needed that. I'm sorry for wetting your shirt" then Jisung tried to wipe it away but it absorbed everything and it doesn't really do much.

"Oh please. You can cry to me everytime you want to and I'm glad to ease your pain even if it doesn't really help you much" then Hyunjin helped Jisung fix his face by wiping some of his tears and tidying up his shirt together with his hair. "Do you want me to drop you off?"

"No need, but thanks. Manager hyung is already outside. I'll see you later" Jisung then grabbed his bag and looked at Hyunjin once last time. "You guys being here is enough for me to keep moving, Hyunjin. Always remember that"

The moment Jisung left the house, Hyunjin's eyes landed on Minho as soon as he got downstairs. He walked towards him and punched him straight in his jaw. Felix also saw that and the older just stood there, holding his face while looking straight to Hyunjin. He was also ready to throw a punch, but Felix stopped him.

"Let go of me, Felix!" Minho yelled and tried to grab onto Hyunjin's collar but he failed because Felix made him sit on the couch. "What is your problem!?"

"What the fuck is happening?!?" Felix yelled at Hyunjin took a deep breath.

"You are lucky you are my boyfriend's brother and my bestfriend's boyfriend. You'll get more of that if I'm not just thinking about Jisung" Hyunjin started. "You really don't deserve him at all. I used to look up on you. I used to think that Jisung is somewhat lucky he has someone who understands him despite not understanding himself at all. He was crying just now because what? Because I hugged him. He told me he needed that and his boyfriend can't even do that for him?

He walked out of his bedroom last night just to see you struggling with something and even if he's the one who needs help, he tried asking if you're okay. He tried asking if you want to talk but your entitled ass gave him nothing so he backed off. Did you see? How he threw away his own problems just to ask if you're okay!? You're so fucking selfish! You don't deserve him and I just wished I could get back in time so that he won't fall for you"

Felix didn't wait for Minho to speak his side because his boyfriend already did enlighten him about what happened. Hyunjin was crying so he had to at least calm him down first.

"Baby? Calm down for a second. Where is Jisung?" Felix asked and wiped his boyfriend's tears away.

"He went to work. Despite everything" was only Hyunjin could answer.

"You can't even tell us anything? Why you did that to Jisung? Why you keep on making mistakes, you know you don't really mean? I'm still trying to understand you, you know? Thank goodness my boyfriend could really take you down that I don't have to be the one to do it" Felix stated and he saw how the blood on his brother's lip was already drying up. "Fix your mess first. Your manager will scold you if he saw your face like that"

Then Minho walked outside leaving both of them and leaving the untreated would on his busted lip. "Hyung where are you going!?"