WANT so BAD | minsung

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"Jisung? Are you not really gonna go home for a week? We'll miss you" it was Felix who happened to see Jisung packing his bags and readying his stuff... like his in-ear monitors and his precious microphone.

Jisung won't be able to go home because they are scheduled to perform for a week in a music show and he is going to stay at the dorms for a while with his hyungs. It's not like he is obligated to not go home for a week, but he just doesn't want to take time going back and forth. It's also a hassle for their managers.

"Yeah I have to. Schedule's hectic since we're about to drop a new album. Don't worry, I'll bring you copies of the album after the shows. I'll probably bring Changbin and Chan hyung around" Jisung responded and Felix's eyes lit up.

"Really? Can we really invite them over?" Felix asked and Jisung smiled at him—agreeing. "Don't forget the album, okay? You also have to take care. You have to eat on time and rest on time. Minho hyung, Hyunjin and I won't be around to feed you so please you have to take care of your body"

This is the time that Jisung could actually say that he was lucky to have them as his friend now. At first he was skeptical about the moving in with strangers, but now he can confidently say that he found a new circle who are able to understand him and take care of him. It's something you could ever ask for in life.

They said you are successful if you ever find yourself a few friends in life and now that they are almost five of them, he couldn't think of anything but him being lucky.

"I will. If you want, I will send you pictures everytime as a proof. A week is not too long. Everything will be done instantly and you won't even notice. So don't be sad, okay? I'll be back soon"

Felix then hugged Jisung and they both melted at that. It feels like they both found themselves a soulmate even if they just met for like a month. The connection between them is unbelievable and Felix could feel that this is something he could cherish forever.

"Hey what about me?" Hyunjin then came in and tackled the both of them, causing for all of them to stumble and fall onto the floor. "I will miss you, baby"

"Jisung do you need help packing? I know these two would just bother you. If you need any help, you can tell me" all three of them let go of one another when they heard Minho outside.

"Hyung? You came home early. I thought today's schedule was hectic?" Felix asked and Minho walked inside the room to sit on Jisung's couch.

"Aunt Sana asked me a favor. She wants me to make sure Jisung would pack his medicines, vitamins and other stuff" he responded and Jisung actually felt bad at him because his mom is treating Minho like he doesn't have a life to take care of.

"I'm really sorry for my mother, hyung. I promise I'll call her later so that she won't bother you anymore. She can't just order you around while you're at work. She's so crazy for doing that" Jisung stated and Minho sighed deeply. "Also, you can just turn her down or not even respond to her. I'm really sorry that you have to go through this, hyung"

"Jisung, what did I tell you about this? I told you what I do for you guys is something I am willing to do. I would not accept her orders if I don't like the idea of her putting me in charge of you. I came home to send you off since we won't see each other in a week. I also want to make sure you bring all of your important things with you" Minho explained and Jisung was actually relieved. Though, he still wants to talk to his mom.

"I know, hyung. I appreciate all of your efforts for taking care of us, but I still need to talk to my mom about it. You are not a baby sitter. You are my friend and you should freely do what you want to do without her telling you"

"Okay you talk to her, but just so you know, I love taking care of you guys"

"Thank you, hyung. Really, I appreciate you so much"

After everyone left Jisung in his room, he grabbed his phone tht is laying onto the bed and he immediately dialed his mom's number.

[Hey honey. Are you packing your things? Don't forget to bring your med kit, okay? Please call me more often. I miss you]

"Mom will you please just call me if you want to remind me something? Don't bother any other people to take care of me. I can surely take care of myself. I agreed to live here just like you wanted me to, but please don't embarrass me by asking them a favor"

[I'm pretty sure you're too stubborn to even pick yourself up if you're lazy and you want me to be the one approaching you? Would you even listen to me if ever?]

"Oh yes maybe I won't listen, but you have to stop asking Minho hyung some favors that you obviously can do yourself. You can just leave me a message or anything. The person is working too and you do know you're disturbing him, right? Plus, I accepted whatever this is your pushing me into because you said you will leave me alone. Could you leave me alone now? Let me live by myself on my own, at least. I'm done with you having control over my life"

[Han Jisung you're being unfair right now. I just want to at least let you feel that I am still taking care of you and this is what I hear in return?]

"Mom, you're the one being unfair and selfish ever since! You always embarrass me in front of everyone, shoving to my face how weak of a person I am, and yes! I feel weak because of you! And ever since I was born, everyone looks at me as if I'll pass out any minute and I'm done with it! I am not as fragile as you think I am! You never let me stand up on my own and now that I decided to be the man of myself, you're going to bother my friends to look after me? Just leave me alone for a while. I'll be busy this entire week and I don't want to hear anything from you. Goodbye"

Then he ended the call with a sigh. He could feel the tears starting to roll down but he immediately wiped them away. He knows he's weak at some point, but he doesn't need anyone babying him just because his mother said so. No doubt, he knows his new friends are all genuine, but he's so mad at his mom that he just wanted to run away and never show up again.

On the other hand, Minho who happened to pass by his room, heard his rants and he kinda felt bad because he keeps on making it feel like Jisung needs an attention. He treats him exactly like what the people he was pertaining to awhile ago and now he wanted to at least apologize. Though, he really is genuine about taking care of him just like how he treats his younger brothers. He doesn't mean to make Jisung feel like he is weak. He wanted to be nice and he didn't know it could be the younger's insecurities.