The Love We Found

Chapter 50

Axel's POV:

"Alright, get off him. Go back to the party and I better not hear you sleeping with anyone else, Lexie."

"Okay, Mav." She slurred.

I heard a door close in the distance before a hand ran gently down my face. I groaned.

"It's okay, Baby. I've got you, now. I'm sorry I had to have her take you first, but no one can know I'm into you."

Lips pressed against mine and I sluggishly tried to pull away. Whoever he was practically growled in annoyance before I was flipped onto my stomach. A whine left me when my pants were pulled down.

"No.... Please, no." I mumbled.

"Sh. I'm going to take care of you.

I felt his weight pushing into me before I cried out as much as I could from the pain as he pushed inside me.

"No. No. Stop. No."

"NOOOO!" I shot up out of my sleep.

Jaxon and Maddi jolted awake off the floor on either side of me and Jeremy and Grant shot up from the couches. Everyone was lying where we had all crashed after coming back from the club.

I shook uncontrollably and started shaking my head no as I covered my ears. "No. No. No. No. No. No. NO." My face screwed up as tears started to fill my eyes.

"Hey, hey, hey." Grant tried to cup my face before he realized my nails were digging into my head and he grabbed my wrists pulling my hands away. "Easy. Easy. Breathe. You're okay. You're safe."

I shook my head. "Tell me I made it up. He didn't do that. Please tell me he didn't do that."

I could tell by the look on his face that Maverick had in fact done something to me.

"Nooo..ah..." Sobs ripped from my chest.

"You remembered?" Grant asked, pulling me into his chest.

I nodded. "S-some of it."

"Okay. Okay."

He let me cry for who knows how long, shushing me and rocking me as I sobbed.

I pulled away. "M'sorry. I didn't mean to wake anyone up."

"Don't even worry about that." Grant looked around the room. "What would make you feel safe enough right now to lay back down? You don't have to go back to sleep. But would all of us hugging you help?"

"E-even you and Jeremy?" My voice came out in a higher pitch and whiny.

"Of course." Jeremy answered. "I'm here for you, too." He put his hand on the back of my neck and squeezed it gently but firmly.

"O-okay."

I was gently guided back down onto the blankets and the pillows. Maddi and Jaxon squeezed into me and Jeremy squeezed in closer behind Jaxon, putting his hand on my chest, while Grant squeezed in behind Maddi, his hand landing on my hip. I let one of my hands land on top of Jeremy's and the other land on top of Grant's. Maddi put her head on my left shoulder and wrapped her hands around my arm. Jaxon slipped his arm between where Grant and Jeremy were touching and his face was level with mine. Jaxon gave me a sad smile before he leaned forward and pressed a gentle kiss against my own mouth.

I let out a small chuckle. "What was that for?"

"Because I love you and we're all here for you. I'm here for you."