Fragments of Us

26: Jema

I needed the wifi password so I could sync Ella's schedule to her phone, so I went straight to her room, which I instantly regretted.

"What's the wifi password? I need to fix your schedule."

On with my facade again. I know it's obvious I want her, but at least not so.

"Kiss me first."

Okay, what the fuck? How the fuck could she say that with only her shorts and sports bra while leaning on the door frame?

My mind went completely blank with the view in front of me. We hooked up once, yes, but the lights were off at that time. I'm now clearly seeing her perfectly toned body, and I want to really take her right now.

Shit, her audacity to turn her back on back.

She picked up her shirt, and I literally saw heaven and hell in front of me. Heaven because of how delicious she looked, and hell because I'm quite ready for a fight right now.

"What? I thought you were going to fix my schedule?"

Really, De Jesus? If I know, you were really trying to seduce me by flaunting your perfect body.

"I need the wifi password."

My throat went dry for a second there, but I tried to act mad again to not lose my composure, although I'm not mad mad at her; rather, I'm madly mesmerized by her.

"Kiss me first."

She repeated it again, which made me lose my inhibitions again. She just always makes me, and I just always do it without even trying.

I pushed her to the bed and went on top of her to give her what she wanted.

"Jema! What the fuck do you think you're doing?"

She exclaimed as she pushed me off of her and off the bed.

"You said kiss me first, so I am kissing you. I need that password for your schedule because Bea's going to kill me."

I scratched my head, although it was my waist that was hurting, and more so my heart. I didn't get to kiss my baby Ella.

"The password's kiss me first, all lowercase, with no space."

My ears literally went hot because of embarrassment.

"Stop playing with me, De Jesus. I came here for the job."

I said as I was pulling her hair, and I shoved her to her bed again.

I remained outside her room for a few minutes, trying to catch my breath. Her beauty's taking my breath away.

But then, I heard her call her lover again. She even called it baby and said she loved him or her.

Fuck, do I really have to hear that twice today?

That's two heartbreaks in a row.