WhiteBlood- Book 2 ( HalfBlood Series- FW FF)

18- The Visit

As soon as we got a cart to put the corpses on and walked, Hetta strongly urged me to go back to my room in the most nonchalant way possible. Seeing Sawyer was along and listening intently I couldn't fight her.

 So as we ascended the halls I took my sore ass back to my room for the night that's probably the safest place to be right now...

As I walked I felt something... It was different. Maybe just the extra paranoia from what just happned and what we just realized.. or there was something..someone there. As I neared my room I could still feel it though it  felt more familiar more like...

My head snaps to my door as I feel it... Who is in my room?!

I grab a dagger as I walk a bit faster swinging the door open ready to kill whoeber I needed to instead...

" Xaden?"

He was just... chilling out. Laying leisurely on the bed, feet out. His boots neatly by the foot of the bed, his rucksack on the side of him propping his one arm slightly, his swords and sheathes by the wall.

" Fury." He was quick to stand and walk cautiously over to me, to cautious... It seemed foreign to have him walking so close to me. " I heard what happened." His eyes scan my body then my face once more. " From what I heard, I'd hate to see the other guy."

 " You'd need to see him in pieces." I address as monotoned as I could be looking at him. Malek...all I want to go is just jump in his arms and wrap around him. I can't I refuse. We're still....whatever we are.

He still hasn't opened up much. Until he does...nothing. Hell he didn't even write me.

I see a prideful smile burn into his lips, " I think your scared them shitless. They'll get the message."

" I hope Aetos does as well, Dain,  Varrish-"

" Shhh..." 

I snap my mouth shut lowering my brows just a little. He taps his head signalling it's to much.  We stare at eachother for what seems like eternity before he sighs, " Am I at least allowed to hug you?"

" Why?" I answer quickly unsure myself, unsure if I'd be able to control myself.

" You can't tell me you can't feel that hole or void in you. Rhys and Segyl are soon going to have a damn sex-fest I think I can atleast get a hug..." He points. 

I feel a small snap at a lean forward quickly hugging him tightly. He instantly responds hugging me just a tightly. Malek..this feel so good.. Just having him around me, hearing his voice, having him...

" And maybe a kiss-"

" Shut up and hold me." I counter quickly making him chuckle. I bury my head into his chest not wanting to but at this point it was like a need like I was so deprived like... if I was in a desert and had to water, once you have it you seem to not get enough of it...