✿ Jennie ✿
The world changes. People change. Sometimes you believe in something your whole life and don't look around. Maybe right next to you, there's someone who needs to be noticed, who needs your help.
When I was little and all that happened to me, I believed I was a product of pain. The agony of that girl being violated in front of me made me think it would always be that way. That it would always hurt, that there would always be pain. And I was a product of that.
That's why I distanced myself from Jisoo. I loved Ted, obsessively, but after what happened, I realized that my feelings for Jisoo were disproportionate too.And I wanted to distance myself so that I would never love anyone. So that I would never have to live through what that girl lived. Because I knew I was the product of my parents' love, even while thinking about that immense pain. I just wanted to be alone for my whole life. Until she appeared.
I love her smile, the way she moves her hair, her white and perfectly straight teeth. Her brown eyes when she's upset or honey-colored when she's happy. I like her kiss, her taste, her touch on my skin. I love her completely. Without fear and without resentment.
"You're overthinking."Jisoo was sitting in front of me, devouring an ice cream sundae while Rosé chatted animatedly with Bambam and Lisa. Somi and Mingyu were in the office talking to my parents and Somi's parents about hiding the pregnancy.
"I'm remembering certain things." I shrugged.Jisoo smiled at hearing my voice again. With everything that happened that Christmas, I decided to always speak, even if still somewhat distant."I liked you," I said, still smiling.
The table went silent. Rosé stared at me, as did Lisa. Both tense.
"You know, with the same feeling you had for me." I concluded, Jisoo said nothing. "But I think after a while, I realized that the feeling was nothing more than..."
"Sister love!" Jisoo completed: "I know, that's what I feel for you! Not to mention, after I got with Rosé and we started getting to know each other better, what I feel for her is very different from what I thought I felt for you, and then I started comparing you to Somi, and I realized it was the same."
"I know what you mean." I smiled. "I just wanted to talk about it! To know that you're still my best friend!"
"I'll always be your best friend! If this idiot ever hurts you, I want you to come cry on my shoulder!" she smiled. "And I'll break her face for you!"
"I'll get jealous!" Rosé winked at me and smiled.
"Really?" Jisoo turned to her, surprised. "I didn't know you liked me that much!"I laughed.
Not at what they were saying, but at their reaction. For me, it was a different reaction, one I had never felt before. It was happiness, I think. Only later did I realize that it was just a part of happiness.
"Everything okay?" Lisa had sat next to me.
Bambam was now teasing the two lovebirds in front of me, and Lisa whispered.
"All good." I smiled and snuggled into her chest when she wrapped her arms around my shoulders.
"You know, there's something killing me inside. Not one thing, but two." she confessed at last.
"Can we talk in Jisoo's room? I'm sleeping there."I nodded affirmatively and followed her upstairs. When we entered, she locked the door and indicated the bed. We sat side by side."Why do you like me?" she asked, without preamble.
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FanficJennie Kim was perfect. Intelligent, perceptive, logical, beautiful, and smiling. She was perfect in the eyes of everyone at NLC School; however, there was a subtle enigma surrounding her: no one seemed to remember hearing her speak. Not even the te...
